SORRY FOR NOT EMAILING THIS IS WHY I WILL TOMORROW.

Aug 7 2013 |

ITS AFTER 10PM NOW AND TODAY I DECIDED TO TRY TO FIX MY RADIATOR OF MY CAR TO DRIVE IT TO THE TAMPA PRO SO I WENT TO A STORE THAT IS SUPPOSED TO HELP YOU AND THEY WERE NOT AT ALL, BUT I HAVE OIL BURNING OFF SO I FILLED THAT UP BUT THE CAP WAS SO DRIED OUT FROM THE SUN ON IT DAILY THAT IT CRACKED IN  MY HAND SO THERE GOES MY OIL CAP….AND GUESS WHAT THEY DIDNT HAVE ONE IN STOCK..

23ND THEN I PUT THIS GOLD STUFF IN THE OVERFLOW TANK TO SEE IF IT WOULD REPAIR THE HOLES AS YESTERDAY WE HAD THE CAR STARTED ALL DAY TO SEE IF IT WOULD DO A REPEAT OF WHAT HAPPENED 2 NITES AGO WHEN COOLANT PISSED OUT FROM A 45 DEGREE ANGLE AND SMOKE CAME OUT THE WORKS BUT OFFCOURSE IT DID NOT.

SO I DROVE 15MILES UP TO THE GYM BY THE TIME I GOT THERE IM ASHAMED TO SAY IT BUT I DID NOT FEEL LIKE TRAINING I WAS TOO WORRIED, SO I WENT TO A PLACE TO CHILL, THEN ON THE WAY HOME IT STARTED SAYING FILL COOLANT TANK BUT MY ENGINE WAS TOO HOT SO I BOMBED IT DOWN 95 TO GET HOME AND HERE I AM.

SO TOMORROW AS WHERE I LIVE I HAVE NO LAUNDRY FACILITIES I WILL GO DO MY LAUNDRY AND MY CAR IS OK TO USE LOCALLY, THX GOD I HAVE A FRIEND WHO OWNS A SMALL GYM IN DANIA BEACH SO I CAN GO THERE FOR NOW JUST GOT TO FIND A TANNING PLACE.

SO I HAVE TO SAY WHY DO I ALWAYS GET BAD LUCK??? I THINK POSITIVE BUT THE HITS KEEP ROLLING ITS BECOMING A REAL ISSUE ME LIVING OVER HERE…IM JUST MAD RIGHT NOW WHY CANT MY CAR DIE A MONTH FROM NOW OR 2 WHEN I CAN AFFORD IT FROM TOURING TO FIX A FEW THINGS NO IT HAS TO HAPPEN A WEEK OUT FROM MY FIRST TOUR AND MOVING IN 5MTHS…WONDERFUL.

ANYWAY I WILL BE AT THE TAMPA PRO SHOW MY LANDLORD TONITE SAID HE WILL HELP ME TO GET A LAST MIN RENTAL CAR OR HE WILL TAKE ME THERE SO I WILL GO THX GOD FOR FRIENDS, I USED TO BE THAT PERSON YRS AGO THATS WHY I FEEL SO UNCOMFORTABLE ACCEPTING HELP AS I LIKE TO GIVE….I HOPE FROM THE SHOW MY APTS SHOW UP AND I CAN TAKE OUT SOME BUILT UP …WELL U KNOW WHAT ….AGRESSION…LOL

SORRY ABOUT NOT EMAILING WHEN I PROMISED, MY MIND IS GONE ITS LATE SO IM GOING TO WATCH CSI AND GO TO BED AND GET UP EARLY NOT A MORNING PERSON BUT THESE EMAILS ARE WELL OVER DUE.

PLZ GUYS IVE SAID IT SO MANY TIMES OVER EMAILING PLZ CALL ME, I WONT BITE LOL, ITS MORE PERSONAL, IF UR MARRIED SO WHAT USE A WORK PHONE OR WHATEVER IM A PRO AT THIS IVE MET 100S JUST LIKE YOU, SO STOP THE BACK AND FORTH EMAILS AND LETS TALK AS HUMANS AND SEE IF WE LIKE WHAT WE HEAR? IF YOU DO THEN WE PLAN TO MEET, IF YOU DONT ILL WISH YOU WELL, ITS JUST MUCH EASIER WHEN I GET SO MANY EMAILS AND TIME PLUS TO ME PEOPLE ARE INTO THEIR PCS SO MUCH THEY FORGET HOW TO CALL SOMEONE, I HAD A YR OUT OF MY LAPTOP AND I LOVED IT, PEOPLE SAID HOW DID I MANAGE?? HOW DID I MANAGE? I MANAGED AS THOSE THAT LOVED ME HAD MY PHONE NUMBER LOL SO I TALKED TO THEM, EMAILS GO SOMETHING LIKE THIS 1 OF 2 WAYS

1. DO YOU DO SESSIONS OR B A LONG EMAIL V DESCRIPTIVE TO A T

2, I WRITE YES BUT WHERE ARE YOU LOCATED YOU NEVER SAID

3, THEN THEY WRITE IM FROM A TOWN I WOULDNT GO TOO OR A CITY IM NOT YET GOING TO SO I TELL THEM ILL SAVE THEIR INFO SO WHEN I GO ILL EMAIL THEM, OR B THEY STILL DONT MENTION WHERE THEY LIVE BUT GET INTO ALL SORTS

4. HUMM STILL NOT AT ANY KINDA POINT HERE ARE WE ……U C IT GOES ON AND ON…..

YES MANY HAVE SESSION EXP SO WRITE GREAT EMAILS ONES I HAVENT GOT TO YET SO IM SORRY VERY SORRY AND UR EMAILS ARE PERFECT U WRITE BETTER THAN I, BUT OVER ALL THE TIME AS I GET SO MANY THE GOOD CAN BE LOST SO PLZ CALL ME ON 941 536 4841 IF UR IN TAMPA , DETROIT , NJ OR PHILLY IF NOT I AM STARTING TOM WLL TRY TO ANSWER AS MANY AS I CAN AND THURS BUT ILL PROB ASK YOU TO CALL ME ANYWAY WINK..

OK WHAT A SHIT DAY THAT WAS …LOL I BET YOU DONT JOIN MANY MEMBERSHIP SITES AND GET THE RAW TRUTH LIKE MINE…AS I AM WHAT I AM….I MAYBE BUFFBARBIE BUT IM ALSO A VERY FUNNY BRIT…

DADDY I NEED A CAR DAMN I WASNT BORN A YANK….;) SHIT.

OK GOOD NITE THE MAIN REASON I WROTE THIS WAS TO SAY IM NOT LAZY AND I WILL BE AT THE TAMPA SHOW READY TO GO SO CALL ME LETS HAVE A LAUGH AND SOME FUN…WHATS THE HARM I WANT TO DO THAT SHOW NXT YR AND WIN IT….BUT NEED UR SUPPORT TOO…IT COULD HAPPEN….( U NEVER KNOW) I HAVE WON A SHOW B4. AND AM CAPABLE.

GOODNITE GOD MY BRAIN IS FRIED WITH THE DAMN CAR, FLORIDA ISNT NYC U HAVE TO HAVE A CAR.

OK GUYS LOVE YOU LOTS I TELL YOU THAT ALWAYS.

JOANNA XXXXX


Emails , new tour page and updates

Aug 6 2013 |

DEAR FRIENDS,

MY APPOLOGIES  TO THOSE WHO HAVE NOT HEARD FROM ME YET I WILL BE DOING EMAILS TONITE AND EACH DAY FROM THEN ON AS MANY AS I POSSIBLY CAN, THE BEST WAY TO GET HOLD OF ME IS BY PHONE THAT WAY A BACK AND FORTH EMAIL SEVERAL TIMES GETS PUT INTO A CONVERSATION TO ME ITS MORE PERSONAL AND POLITE AND CONFIDENTIAL 😉 YOU ARE NOT OBLIGATED TO SEE ME ITS JUST TO ANSWER THE MAIN REG QUESTIONS,

iM AN HONEST GAL AND IF I CAN DO WHAT U ASK WE WILL PLAN TO MEET, IF I CANT IM NOT LIKE SOME NEWBIES I WILL TELL YOU I CANT AND TO FIND SOMEONE THAT WILL, I DO THIS TO DO A GOOD JOB AND TO HAVE FUN NOT TO GIVE PEOPLE BAD EXPERIENCES, IVE MET 100S IN MY TIME SO MANY I CANT COUNT BUT U DONT SEE THOSE REVIEWS AS I ASK PEOPLE NOT TOO SO ALL THE NICE GUYS WHICH ARE THE ONES I MEET 95% TIME NEVER MENTION ME ON THESE SITES, PEOPLE ARE WATCHING EVERYTHING YOU WRITE, THINK ABOUT IT, IM JUST TRYING TO PROTECT AN IDEA THAT WAS CREATED MANY YRS B4 I PICKED UP A WEIGHT SO THAT THE BODYBUILDERS AND WRESTLERS COULD MAKE A LIVING WHILE GIVING FANS A CHANCE TO MEET US PRETTY SIMPLE IDEA AND IT WAS SIMPLE, BUT IN THE PAST FEW YRS IT HAS BECOME WATERED DOWN AND MANY OF US HAVE HAD BAD EXPERIENCES IT SHOULDNT BE THIS WAY, BE RESPECTFUL TO EACH OTHER PLZ AND DISCRET UNLESS OTHERWISE TOLD,THATS ALL THE ADVICE I CAN GIVE WE NEED TO SAVE THIS INDUSTRY FROM ITS DECLINE NOT IN HOW MANY GIRLS DO IT BUT BY HOW WE TREAT ONE ANOTHER, YES I KNOW U COULD TELL ME A BAD SITUATION OR A BAD EXPERIENCE, A BAD SITUATION SHOULD NEVER HAPPEN , A BAD EXPERIENCE WELL SOMETIMES U JUST DONT CLICK, ITS RARE BUT HAPPENS ITS HOW U BOTH HANDLE THAT THATS THE MAIN THING, AND STICK WITH A GAL U LIKE THAT WAY U KNOW WHAT UR GETTING, THATS MY ADVICE.

I HOPE YOU LIKE MY NEW TOUR PAGE FOR YOU GUYS THAT HAVE NOT JOINED MY SITE ( IM CRYING LOL) A JOKE OK BUT IF U GO TO THE FREE SIDE AND YOU GO 2 PAGES IN U CLICK SEE MORE ULL SEE A SESSION PG, THE TOP PICS WERE TAKEN MOST RECENTLY LAST MONTH, SO YOU SEE FROM THE PICS IM THE BIGGEST IVE EVER BEEN AND IN DECENT SHAPE, IM HARD AND DO HAVE STRIATED HAMS ASS AND TRICEPS AND A CUT BETWEEEN MY MIDDLE AND UPPER CHEST BICEP AND TRICEP, MY ARMS ARE 16, CALVES 17 AND IM 170 AND SOLID AT 5 2, IF I WERE 5 10 ID BE THE BIGGEST GAL ON THE FUCKING PLANET…LOL

SO UR HELP IS ALWAYS NEEDED FOR ME TO IMPROVE I ALWAYS NEED MY FRIENDS HELP, ITS AN EXPENSIVE THING TO DO ASIDE REAL LIFE.MY CAR FOR EXAMPLE BLEW UP A COUPLE DAYS AGO WE HOPE ITS JUST SMALL RADIATOR LEAKS GOING TO TRY FOAM TODAY BUT IT WAS HOW I WAS GETTING TO THE TAMPA PRO, IF THE TEST DOEST WORK ILL PROB RENT A CAR INSTEAD CASH I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO USE B4 MY 1ST TOUR IN 5MTHS, BUT ITS MY LUCK SEEMS TO BE BAD LUCK FOLLOWING ME AROUND I DONT KNOW WHY AT TIMES AND IM ONLY HUMAN AND SINGLE AND SMART SO I START TO QUESTION EVERYTHING AT 36 I THINK ITS SOMETHING WE ALL DO, BUT FUCK I DONT NEED MY DAMN CAR FALLING APART RIGHT NOW IN 2 MTHS OK BUT NOT TODAY I DONT THINK ITS SO MUCH BAD LUCK WITH MY CAR ITS A SAAB ITS BUILT FOR COLD WEATHER WE ARE IN OVER 90 DEGREE HEAT RIGHT NOW AND ITS VERY HARSH ON ANY CARS THAT DONT HAVE A GARAGE TO PARK IN, I DONT SO THE SUN IS WHATS CAUSING THE DAMAGE AND ME DRIVEING ACROSS STATE TO DO NEW PICS JUST FOR U DOESNT HELP LOL. SO MY CAR IS WHATS BEEN CAUSING MY LACK OF EMAILS THE PAST FEW DAYS WE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SORT IT OUT. BUT EITHER WAY I WILL BE AT THE SHOW AS I HAVE A SHOOT TO DO FOR THE SITE AND I WANT MY SITE TO INCREASE, SO PLZ SUPPORT ME, LOL  OR ILL BE BACK ON A BIKE AGAIN I HATE THEM AFTER BEING ON 1 FOR 2 YRS I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO NOT HAVE A CAR AND I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO DRIVE A NEW ONE OUT OF THE LOT….SO THE WORLD TURNS.

ID LOVE TO COMPETE NXT YR, ITS JUST A LOT OF CASH 5K MIN ID GUESS, I PLAN TO TOUR A LOT FOR THE NXT FEW MONTHS SO PLZ COME TO SEE ME SO I CAN START TO SAVE, WOMENS BODYBUILDING IS ENDING THERES NOT MS INTERNATIONAL OR OLYMPIA NXT YR FOR THAT CAT JUST THE NEW PHYSIQUE, SO MY DREAM WOULD BE TO FINISH WITH A SHOW IN ITS LAST YR AS I GAVE MY WHOLE LIFE TO THIS SPORT FOR LITTLE REWARD FROM THE INDUSTRY, THE PLACING DOESNT MATTER ITS JUST LIKE SAYING GOODBYE TO SOMEONE U HAVE LOVED SINCE U WERE A TEENAGER IF U GET ME ? I STARTED AS A 15 YR OLD AND LIVED LIKE A ROBOT UNTIL 24 THATS HOW I GOT TO THE MS O AT 24 , I NEVER HAD A REG TEENAGE LIFE LOL I HAD THAT IN MY 20S 😉

OK GOT TO GO GET THIS DAMN FOAM STUFF AND TOP THE OIL UP AND SEE IF IT DRIVES 15 MILES EACHWAY WITHOUT SMOKING OUT ON ME I DONT WANT TO BE STUCK ON A DAMN FREEWAY IN 94 DEGREES LOL

OK ENJOY THE NEW PICS ON THE SESSIONS PG AND ENJOY THE NEW VIDEO ON MY SITE I BENCH PRESS A GIRL UP AND DOWN ON A BED LIKE A HUMAN BENCH PRESS SHE WAS 118 SO IT WAS SIMPLE. SO THATS MY NEW MOVE HUMAN BENCH PRESSING…

OK LOVE YOU ALL MY NUMBER 941 536 4841

PLZ CALL LOVE TO MEET YOU AND GIVE YOU A FUN ENJOYABLE TIME. OR CAM? OR MAYBE A MIRACLE A SPONSOR MAY FALL INTO MY ARMS …..NA ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN DIDNT IN O4 WHY WOULD IT NOW ….BUT YOU JOINING THE SITE DOES HELP, MEETING ME AND HAVING A LAUGH DOES HELP, CAM HELPS , ME PERSONAL TRAINING YOU DOES….THOSE I CAN DO FOR YOU IN RETURN FOR SOME MORE ….OLIVER TWIST 😉

IM IN A WEIRD MOOD TODAY SO I THINK ILL DO LEGS THE PAIN WONT BE AS BAD LOL JUST CRACKING UP OVER MY CAR I THINK…LOL U MUST NOTE US BRITS USE SARCASTIC JOKES ….YANKS USE FRIENDS NEVER GOT THAT OR MONK….STRANGE HUMOR BUT U GUYS LOVE MONTY PYTHON?? I NEVER GOT THAT ?

TO SEE MY TOUR DATES AND NOT BEING AN ASS NOW YOU CAN GO TO MY SESSION PAGE NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING IN A PLAYFUL MOOD LACK OF A MAN IN MY BED…;)

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A REVIEW , TOURING , UPDATE ON NEW CONTENT.

Jul 23 2013 |

DEAR FREINDS.

SOME PEOPLE AS THEY ARE NOT MEMBERS TO MY SITE MAY STILL BELIEVE THAT I LOOK AS I DID A YR AGO WHICH IS FALSE I HAVE BEEN WORKING HARD ON MY BODY TO IMPROVE IT, I AM THE BIGGEST AND LEANEST I HAVE EVER BEEN AT 170 AT 5 2, BELOW SEEMED THE PERFECT REVIEW OR STATEMENT FOR GUYS TO KNOW IM NOT JUST SAYING IT PLUS I AM DOING A SHOOT THIS WEEK AND WILL BE POSTING NEW PICS OF ME I WILL PRINT HERE WHERE I PUT THEM, IT WILL BE OF ME WITH A 118LB GIRL 😉 SO BELOW IS THE EMAIL THEN BELOW THIS ILL WRITE OUT THE TOUR DATES SO U ALL CAN SEE THEM THX U SO MUCH  JOANNA.

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I RECIEVED THIS THE PAST WEEK AND I ASKED PERMISSION 1ST TO USE THIS SO PLZ COME JOIN MY SITE BUFF BARBIE IS BACK.THE POINT OF POSTING THIS IS TO SHOW GUYS THAT MAY HAVE MET ME LAST YR THAT IVE VERY MUCH IMPROVED, HE IS TALKING ABOUT THE RECENT SHOOT I DID WITH KAT.WE ARE BOTH GREAT BODYBUILDERS SHES AMAZING 2, ITS JUST ONE GUYS OPINION, ITS JUST I KEEP SAYING IVE  IMPROVED BUT U DONT HAVE PROOF UNLESS UR A MEMBER. OR C ME ON CAM. HOPE TO SEE U FOR A SESSION I DO LOT OF FUN THINGS.

Hi Joanna
Just joined your website and saw the new pics and videos of you. WOW … you are a LOT bigger than when I saw you back in December. Your upper body has just blown up huge – incredible width across the lats and delts, just so much BIGGER all round. Incredibly sexy too, emptied a couple of big loads out of my balls watching those videos of you with the other female bodybuilder – who the fuck is she, I know her face somehow? – you two women just look amazing after you’ve been exercising, sharing the bath tub etc. To be honest, when we met back in December it was great, we got on so well, but I was thinking, ‘is this really the world champ, she’s not that big!’ But now I see your new videos I see EXACTLY how you got to be world champ: your fucking MASSIVE Jo, that other girl you’re with is big herself, but you make her look SMALL, you’ve got enough size when you spread your shoulders to span a whole fucking doorway!
But you know Joanna – and I will always say this – I just can’t thank you enough for getting me into bodybuilding. It was just so incredible when you had a look at my body and said, yes, I could really do a bit in bodybuilding – you liked my big calves I remember! Well, I found a good trainer and I work out hard at the gym three times a week. I’ve put on quite a bit of size and definition, but the things is I just feel so amazing. I feel big and muscular and it’s great! Somebody at work said they noticed how my chest muscles seemed to be moving all the time – it’s true, my pecs are always flexing and you can see it under my shirt, I guess that’s how it is when your a bodybuilder! For some unknown reason my nipples have got so fucking sensitive too – I’ve never had that before, maybe it’s all the blood going round in my pecs or something.
Anyway … I just can’t thank you enough Joanna for getting me into all this. When are you coming back to the UK Joanna?
Vincent
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HERE ARE MY TOUR DATES –
SARASOTA JULY 24TH 25TH.
TAMPA AUGUST 9TH – 11TH
DETROIT AUGUST 13TH – 15TH
NEWARK AUGUST 15TH – 17TH
PHILLY AUGUST 22ND  – 24TH.
MY CELL 941 536 4841 EMAIL PROJOTRAINER@YAHOO.COM TXT 1ST IF POSS EMAIL 2ND 😉
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THE BEST WAY TO CONTACT ME IS BY TXT 1ST THEN BY A CALL IF UD LIKE TOO UR NOT OBLIGATED TO ANYTHING IF WE TALK AND IM HAPPY TO NEGOTIATE ETC BUT PLZ KEEP OUR CONVERSATIONS PRIVATE AND IF WE MEET PRIVATE, I ONLY ASK THAT IF U MAKE AN APT THAT U DO WHAT U SAY, TOURING IS NOT CHEAP IT RUNS 1.5 TO 2K FOR A 4 OR 5 NITE TOUR DEPENDING WHERE U GO OR FLY 2, I HAVE NOT TOURED IN 5 MTHS ALTHOUGH I HAVE MY FLIGHTS DONE IT NOW WONT BE EASY TO GET THE HOTELS DONE  BUT ILL DO IT 😉 ONCE U HAVE ONE TOUR DONE U FLIP AND THEN U SHOULDNT EVER HAVE THE ISSUE AGAIN, SO IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO HELP THAT WOULD BE GREAT I.E DEPOSITS, WITH MY TRAINING OR MY 1ST TOUR PERIOD, I ALWAYS DO WHAT I SAY IM NO FLAKE AND I DONT PLAY GAMES IM OLD SCHOOL AND RESPECTFUL OF OTHERS AND HAVE MET 100S IN MY TIME U JUST DONT READ 100S OF REVIEWS AS I ASK THEM NOT 2 JUST THE ODD ONES WHICH I CANT SAY I EVER MET THEM LOL

THANK YOU to new members

Jul 11 2013 |

Dear Friends

 

I had a wonderful txt from a guy that joined my site today, it was very kind and warm to read so thx u, thx u to anyone that has joined, I make it a priority to do a new shoot every month for the site with either solo, girl or boy play, my site is evolving as the world has, Im old school so I may not agree with some of the changes in this biz but im fine with what I shoot.

Im sure not everyone would be happy with some of  my recent comments but whether you agree with me or not , I have been to the top of the industry twice, I have met more clients spanning over a 11year period and so i feel in a position to speak and Ialso feel Im in the right by my experiences from the past compared to today, as I always state what i say has nothing to do with fans that have just a little respect and treat me like a human, for those that dont im sure what i say gets u pissed with me, but to be honest for the few women bodybuilders remaining and it will be less and less over the nxt 10 yrs we can do without the bad apples, we are all human and we all make mistakes, but 2 many do not understand the session biz, when i have the time for the new guys that would like to do a session id like to write a list of basics my reason is many on the phone are nervous or are not sure what they want and so to me i feel it would help rather than hinder.

Just to make one point clear , I am not a bitch at all, Im one of the easiest going gals out there and for a first timer Im good also as I make the experiece one of calm as well as fun, fun is the whole point of this and to achieve what the client has asked for, in return and gratefully so i get to live my life here and have fun, the session biz should be one of equal measures and friendship, ive known many for over 10yrs and so my experience speaks for itself, the reason i write things at times that are kinda hard is that i want the biz to stay alive to be a good one , it hurts me to see the changes and it hurts me to see both sides experience bad where all that should be coming is a good relationship between two people, thats the only reason, its BECAUSE I CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO US THE NXT 10YRS AND I HOPE THE REAL FANS DO AS WELL AS I DO?

I WILL BE ON CAM TOM 11TH THRU THE 15TH FROM 4PM EST TO EVENING WITH BREAKS, IF U WANT A SET TIME FEEL FREE TO TXT OR CALL ME ON 941 536 4841.

IM GETTING INTO PRETTY HARD SHAPE AND CARRY DECENT SIZE, IM NOT JUST SOME GAL THAT WORKS OUT, I SACRIFICED MANY THINGS OVER THE YRS FROM 19 TO BRING YOU MYSELF, I HAVE 21 YRS OF TRAINING KNOWLEDGE STUFF U DONT READ ON MAGS OR BOOKS I WAS TRAINED BY THE 2 TOP TRAINERS IN THE USA AND TAUGHT BY OLD SCHOOL BODYBUILDERS, MY LONG TERM GOAL IS TO BE A TRAINER AT MY NEW GYM, FOR NOW THO I AM DOING CONSULTATIONS AND I AM ALLOWED TO TRAIN WITH CLIENTS, I HAVE A FEW THINGS IN REAL LIFE I MUST SORT AND SO I WILL BE TOURING AGAIN FROM AUGUST THRU THE REST OF THE YEAR ONCE MY PLAN IS COMPLETE I WILL BE A TRAINER HERE IN FORT LAUDERDALE OR AND GOING TO SCHOOL, OR POSS THE UK ONEDAY.

FOR SKYPE WEBCAM SHOWS MIN COST $50 3 BUCKS A MIN, OR U CAN SEE ME ON HBC WWW.HERBICEPSCAM.COM EACH DAY FROM AROUND 4PM EST ON. I AM AVAILABLE FOR APTS, IT AMAZES ME HOW MANY CALL ME AND SOUND SO INTO MEETING ME THEN NEVER DO WHAT THEY SAY, U CA N SAY U DONT WANT TO SEE ME, BUT TO SAY YES ILL CALL U NXT WEEK OR WHATEVER THEN NOTHING IT MAKES MY LIFE HARDER TO PLAN, I PUT A LOT OF EFFORT INTO MY APTS, TAN HAIR, NAILS, TRAINING THE DAY OFF ETC , U R NOT OBLIGATED TO MEET ME JUST BC YOU TXT OR CALL ME BUT PLZ GUYS STOP THE LIES ITS HURTFUL AND I CANT FOCUS AND I DONT SEE  WHAT ITS DOING FOR YOU? TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD DO YOUR OWN OR YOURSELF.I TRY HARD TOO AND OVER THE YRS MY BELIEF IN GOD OR A HIGHER POWER HAS INCREASED AS I HAVE SURVIVED MANY A HARD TIME SO I KNOW IM NOT EVER ALONE.PLUS I HAVE REAL FANS THAT GIVE SUPPORT WGICH IM SO GRATEFUL FOR.

IF UD LIKE TO CAM, SKYPE, MEET, PERSONAL TRAINING THEN PLZ CONTACT ME ID BE HAPPY TO AND LOVE TO MEET YOU, MY NUMBER AGAIN IS 941 536 4841.

I HAVE A NEW SHOOT 25TH JULY AND ANOTHER IN AUGUST ALREADY PLANNED BOTH WITH WOMEN, IF UR A MALE AND CAN GET TO THE WEST COAST PLZ CALL OR TXT ME BUT U MUST ME AS SMALL AS POSS MEANING I CANT HAVE A 6FT 250LB MODEL ITS BEST TO HAVE A 5FT 3 TO 7 AND 125 TO 170LB MALE, BUT I DO WANT TO WORK WITH MORE MEN, IM SHOOTING IN SARASOTA AND TAMPA THE NXT 2 MTHS, SO U KNOW NOT THE EAST COAST THX U 😉

THX U SO MUCH FOR ANYONE THAT JOINS MY SITE , PLZ COME SUPPORT ME ON CAM 1ST TOURS AFTER 5MTHS AWAY ARE HARD TO FINANCE, I HAVE FLIGHTS SORTED BUT THE NXT 5DAYS ON CAM WOULD HELP THE HOTELS AS I ALWAYS STAY AT HILTON GROUPS SO MY CLIENTS HAVE A NICE RELAXING GOOD HOTEL, I WOULD NEVER SETTLE FOR LESS SOME GALS WOULD BUT THATS NOT RESPECTING CLIENTS. HONESTLY AND RESPECT GO A LONG WAY IVE LEARNED SOMETIMES THE HARD WAY IN REAL LIFE, BUT IVE ALWAYS TRIED TO BE IN MY PRO LIFE, FOR EXAMPLE  ILL BE GOING TO THE SOUTHERN STATES BODYBUILDING SHOW AND FOR THE 1ST TIME IN YRS I WONT BE WORKING BACK STAGE IM GOING TO MIX AND CHAT TO PEOPLE, SAME WITH THE TAMPA PRO, IF UD LIKE TO SEE NE FOR AN APT LOVE TOO, ILL BE DRESSED TO THE NINES 😉

SO PLZ LOCAL FLORIDA BOYS DONF FORGET YOU HAVE A REAL DEAL 2 TIME OLYMPIAN RIGHT HERE TO SEE, iM NOT A BACKPAGE GAL I DO SESSIONS AND IM A NAMED BODYBUILDER, OUT OF 600 GALS ONLY 4 HAVE DONE THE MS OLYMPIA AND I DID IT TWICE SO U HAVE SOMETHING RARE SAT RIGHT HERE , YEA U COULD GET A GAL FOR DIRT CHEAP BUT U GET WHAT U PAY FOR AND MY RATE HAS NOT CHANGED IN 10YRS.I THINK DUE TO ECONOMY ITS FAIR, AND YRS AGO I MET 100S I DONT KNOW HOW MANY, I MADE THEM ALL PROMISE TO NEVER MENTION ME, NOW A COUPLE DID BUT IF I WERE BAD AT THIS UD HAVE PROB 1000 BAD REVIEWS , WHATS BEST IS KEPT ZIPPED…LMAO.

SPONSORSHIP – I AM SERIOUS ABOUT COMPETING NXT YR IF ANYONE COULD SPONSOR ME PERFECT WE CAN COME TO AN ARRANGEMENT IM SURE THE REASON IS A SHOW COSTS AROUND 5K TO DO, ITS NOT A WALK IN THE PARK THATS ON TOP OF REAL LIFE. NOT EASY IN THIS ECONOMY, 7YRS AGO ID HAVE SNAPPED OUT A CREDIT CARD SIMPLE WOULDNT EVEN BE WRITING THIS. BUT MY X RUINED THIS AND IT IS ON MY LIST TO FIX  BUT FOR NOW ITS VERY ANNOYING AND I WONDER IF I WAS SILLY TO WANT A COMBACK AS EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED IT SEEMS FOR THE WORST FOR OUR CLASS AND HOW US LADIES CAN MAKE INCOME.

ITS DILUTED BY NOBODIES PLZ SEE REAL GALS WITH REAL STATS TO SHOW THEY ARE THE REAL DEAL WHETHER IT BODYBUILDING WRESTLING OR ANY OTHER ART, SPORT OR FETISH, DONT LOOSE THE GOOD PRO WOMEN FOR CHEAPER WHO???? MAYBE SOME DONT KNOW OR CARE FOR THE DIFFERENCE , BUT I STARTED AT 15, GAVE UP EVERYTHING TO GET TO THE TOP, PUT MYSELF ON TV , MTV, 30 PUBLICATIONS, NOT A GAL THAT HAS JUST TRAINED A FEW MTHS ITS INSULTING, IN DUE TIME IT WILL BE THERE TIME, I HOPE THEY CAN COMPETE IN THE NEW PHYSIQUE CLASS AND NOT RUIN THEIR FEMININITY TO A POINT AS SO MANY BEFORE HAD TOO.. AND I WILL BE WATCHING YOU CLAPPING FOR YOU ON STAGE ALWAYS. PLZ LEARN FROM US AND STAY HEALTHY AND BEAUTIFUL WOMEN..THATS THE ART OF WOMENS BODYBUILDING WHAT I INSPIRED TOO, WHAT THE PHYSIQUES CLASS IS NOW I WAS THAT MYSELF BUT WAS TOLD TO GET BIGGER AND WAS REWARDED FOR IT, LIKE IVE ALWAYS STATED WOMENS BODYBUILDING KILLED ITSELF FROM THE ” INSIDE” OUT …….WE HAD NO SAY WE WANTED TO WIN SO NOW IM 166 AND A BIG GAL FOR MY FRAME AND I EMBRACE MYSELF AND COME TO LOVE WHO I AM, BUT THE FUTURE IS PARAMOUNT THAT THERE ARE LESS DRUGS AND ATHLETES ARE NOT DYING , MEN AND WOMEN IN THEIR 40S, ITS SO SAD, I LOVE THE SPORT BUT NOT THE INDUSTRY FOR THAT POINT ONLY.AND SO…………WHILE WE STILL HAVE PLENTY OF WOMEN BODYBUILDERS AND NO THE NEWEST ON THE SCENE IS NOT ALWAYS THE BEST…GOD REMINDS ME OF A STRIP CLUB LOL MEN UR FUNNY…U COULD FOR ME…..

JOIN MY SITE, NXT MTH IS THE TAMPA PRO NXT YR MAYBE THE LAST YR FOR BODYBUILDING CLASS, FOR ME TO DO THIS RIGHT AFTER 6YRS OUT OF COMPETING I HAVE TO HAVE A CERTAIN COACH THE BILL IS OVER 2K, IM WORRIED THAT THE MTHS WILL GO BY AND AGAIN I WONT HAVE HAD THE 12 MTHS I REALLY WANTED TO PREP FOR A 2014 SHOW, AND IF THEY END IT BY THEN ILL NEVER FINISH WHAT I WANTED TOO, IM FRUSTRATED.

SO FANS AROUND THE USA AND EUROPE PLZ HELP ME GET BK TO THE STAGE ONE MORE TIME B4 IT ENDS, SIMPLY JOIN THE SITE , SEE ME ON HERBICEPCAM, SKYPE, PERSONAL TRAINING, SESSIONS IF I COME TO YOUR TOWN, A SMALL DEPOSIT HELPS WITH THE HOTELS AND EXPENSES, IT COSTS 1.5 TO 2K TO DO A 5 NITE TRIP DEPENDING WHERE U GO, ID LIKE TO DO A WHOLE TOUR OF THE USA, THEN EUROPE, THEN MAYBE DUBAI EMAIL ME AND ILL SAVE IT FOR ANY CITY OR COUNTRY IN THE WORLD AND TOGETHER I HOPE TO DO THIS NXT YR, IT WILL MAKE A FINE ENDING TO THE SPORT I GAVE MY HEART TOO.

I LOVE YOU MY FANS ALWAYS HAVE, U KNOW HOW TO FIND  ME 941 536 4841.

OR EVEN IF UR ON DRUGS NO THATS A JOKE BUT IF UR REALLY KIND U MAY SIMPLY WANT TO PAYPAL ME TO HELP ME ITS PROJOTRAINER@YAHOO.COM

SOME HAVE WHEN IVE REALLY NEEDED IT YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WE ARE FRIENDS AND I WILL NEVER FORGET, 2 DID THAT WHEN I MOVED AND GODBLESS THEM AS IT WAS A HARD MOVE FOR ME, IT SCARED ME I WASNT SURE WHERE I WAS GOING TO END UP, SO NOW IM BLESSED THAT I HAVE TILL DECEMBER 2013 TO TRY TO MAKE CHANGES TRAIN HARD AND LOOK FOR A NEW PLACE, AND I SO DO HOPE TO SEE MY FAMILY AGAIN THIS XMAS, MY GRAN IS 95 AND MY NIECES ARE 8 THIS YR. ID BE GUTTED 2 MISS THAT.

GOODNITE AND GODBLESS U…..HAVE U SEEN ME IN THE VIDEO WITH THE GUY YET?? ON HERE ITS NEW..THATS JUST THE START….MALE MODELS TXT ME BUT U HAVE TO BE ABLE TO GET TO WHERE I SHOOT, BUT WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT AND A FAIR USE OF EACH OTHERS TIME, IM A FAIR GAL.

LOVE AND RESPECT AND PLENTY ?????????????? UP TO YOU TO FIND OUT…..GROWL….;)

UR GAL JOANNA


HAPPY 4TH JULY / CONTENT/ MODEL CALL..

Jul 5 2013 |

DEAR FRIENDS,

I WANT TO WISH MY AMERICAN FRIENDS A VERY HAPPY 4TH JULY, I KNOW THIS HOLIDAY IS SO IMPORTANT TO YOU FROM HISTORY ITS ALSO A GREAT TIME TO SEE FAMILY AND AS ONE FRIEND SAID TO BLOW SHIT UP X

PERSONALLY BEING FROM THE UK ITS A RUNNING JOKE THAT I DONT CELEBRATE IT AS IM A BRIT AND I CALL IT KICKING UK ASS DAY YRS AGO I USED TO WEAR UK TOPS EACH JULY 4TH BUT I WAS BEING A SILLY GAL, BUT I DO LIKE TO JOKE WITH FRIENDS THAT WISH ME A HAPPY 4TH ID SAY WHY WOULD I CELEBRATE A DAY THAT THE YANKS KICKED OUR ASS, BUT IF ANYONE KNOWS ME UD KNOW THATS A JOKE, IM GLAD WHAT HAPPENED HERE IN THE USA DID OR WE WOULD NOT HAVE THE COUNTRY WE HAVE TODAY, IT DOESNT MATTTER WHAT POLITICS UR INTO ITS A DAY TO CELEBRATE FREEDOM OF LIFE AND TO BE WITH THOSE YOU LOVE, THATS THE MAIN POINT, THE USA IS NOW WHAT IT IS AS IT IS FREE AND GOD BLESS THE USA…..

IM DOING FAIR I HAVE ADJUSTED FROM THE MOVE AND MY FRIEND THAT HELPED ME WHOM IS FROM THE USA I COULDNT THX MORE HE IS ALLOWING ME TO FINALLY SORT SOMETHINGS OUT IN MY LIFE AND GIVE A CRAP ABOUT THE DIRECTION I TAKE EVEN IF IT IS FOR ONLY 6MTHS POSS, THE LAST 2 YRS I FELT STUCK , LUCKY TO HAVE A HOME AND A JOB BUT STUCK DUE TO MONEY, ALTHOUGH THE EAST COAST IS EVEN MORE EXPENSIVE AND I DO HAVE THE SAME ONGOING ISSUES OF PAYING FOR TRAINING UNTIL I CAN TOUR THEN I SHOULD BE OK , PLUS MY NEW GYM WOULD LOVE TO HAVE ME BE A TRAINER HERE AND HERE IS THE 1ST GYM IVE SEEN THAT U CAN ACTUALLY MAKE A LIVING FROM AND THEY DONT ACT LIKE AN LA FITNESS WHERE A TRAINER GETS 6 AN SESSSION WHO CAN LIVE ON THAT?

IM CURRENTLY STARTING TO LOOK INTO A 1ST TOUR I HAVE TO SEE WHO IS GOING WHERE 1STM THEN THE COST OF FLIGHTS THEN HAVE TO MAKE SURE I HAVE THE HOTEL SORTED B4 2, ITS A COSTLY THING TO GET OFF THE GROUND AND TIME CONSUMING, I AM ONE PERSON AND HAVE ONLY SO MUCH ENERGY A DAY SO ITS THAT TO WHICH MY NEW GOAL IS, ONCE IVE DONE THAT AND I HOPE I PICK THE RIGHT CITIES THEN IT WOULD LEAD TO A BIGGER TOUR , HOWEVER IF IT DOESNT WORKOUT TO WHICH 10% OF THE TIME IT CAN GO TO CRAP ;( THEN ITS A GAMBLE BUT I GAMBLE EACH DAY I WALK IN THE GYM AND TRAIN WE ALL GAMBLE IF WE WANT THINGS BAD ENOUGH, ONCE I GET A FEW TOURS DONE I HOPE TO GOD AND THEN BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF SOMETHINGS THAT HAVE NEEDED ATTTENTION FOR SOME RECENT AND A COUPLE YRS, I HAVE 3 THINGS TO GET DONE THEN IM FREE IN MY MIND, I GOT THE 1ST ONE DONE THIS WEEK TO RENEW MY UK PASSPORT IT TOOK 2 DAYS AND AROUND 300 TO DO AND I HOPE IT GOES THROUGH OK AS ID LOVE TO SEE MY OWN FAMILY AGAIN ASAP MY GRAN IS 95YRS OLD AND MY NIECES ARE 7 SO IT WORRIES ME THAT IM NOT AROUND.

THIS YR IS THEREFORE VERY IMPORTANT FOR ME PERSONALLY, I NEED TO GET THE NXT 3 THINGS DONE AND IF I DO IF I CAN CREATE A FUTURE FOR MYSELF HERE THEN LL STAY, BUT IF IT DOSENT WORKOUT U JUST NEVER KNOW IM OPTIMISTIC FOR NOW THEN I MUST GO HOME AND RESTART WITH MY FAMILY BUT THAT WOULD ONLY HAPPEN IF IT WAS MY LAST RESORT.

I WORKED OUT TO DO EVEN OFFSEASON CORRECTLY THEN ITS A MIN COST OF 1200 A MTH ON TOP OF REG BILLS FUCK LOL I THOUGHT THATS LIKE 1MILLION BUCKS IN 10YRS IM A MAD COW LOL BUT I AM WHAT I AM AND I LOVE BEING A BODYBUILDER BUT YES I ALSO HAVE OTHER GOALS FOR THE FUTURE AND OTHERS ITS NOT THE RIGHT TIME TO DECIDE, SO I WILL SAY THIS IF ANYONE IS OUT THERE AND WOULD LIKE TO HELP ME AS ID LIKE TO COMPETE B4 THEY GET RID OF WOMENS BODYBUILDING IT COULD BE AS EARLY AS NXT YR I HOPE NOT I HOPE THERE ARE SHOWS NXT YR ID LOVE TOO, BUT I NEED THIS YR TO GO WELL.

YOU CAN HELP ME BY STAYING MEMBERS TO MY SITE, SEEING ME ON CAM , FOR MOST OF THIS MTH ILL BE ON CAM AROUND 4PM TO 7/8PM OR OTHER NITES LATER AS WELL, I WILL POST U ASAP WHEN I AM, PERSONAL APTS OR JUST BEING KIND IF UR LIFE IS ALREADY GOING GREAT AND UD LIKE TO SPONSOR ME OFFCOURSE WE CAN TALK IF YOU LIKE THIS IS THE REASON HOW I KNOW IT COST 1200 TO DO OFFSEASON AS THE LAST SO CALLED SPONSOR CHANGED THE GOAL POSTS ON ME I KNEW IT, IN 12YRS I HAVE NEVER HAD A SPONSOR SO WHY NOW I GUESS?

i ALSO AM A TRAINER FOR NATURAL OR NON NATURAL ATHLETES FROM BODY SCULPTING FAT LOSS BIKINI TO BODYBUILDING I HAVE 21 YRS OF KNOWLEDGE U DONT GET IN BOOKS…;) I JUST MET A MAN TODAY FOR A CONSULTATION AND TOMORROW IM DOING AN EXTENDED SESSION SO I WILL BE BUSY THE NXT DAY , BE ON CAM NXT THIS SATURDAY AT A GUESS 4PM EST POSS 5PM .

I HAVE NOT HAD TIME TO REPLY TO EMAILS I AM GRATEFUL TO ANYONE THAT DOES ITS JUST BEEN DOWN TO TIME, I USUALLY PERSONALLY EMAIL ANY NEW MEMBER IF THEY LEAVE AN EMAIL TO THX THEM AND SO I DO APPOLOGISE FOR THIS, ITS GOT TO THE POINT WHERE I JUST CANT GET THROUGH ALL THE OLDER ONES, IM GOING TO TRY MY BEST TO START AN HOUR A DAY AND TRY TO COMPLETE THE PAST MTH, IF U EMAILED ME OVER A MTH AGO AND GOT 0 REPLY IM SORRY ITS NOT YOU PERSONALLY, IF U WOULD BE SO KIND TO FORWARD IT AGAIN I WILL START REPLYING, WHEN I TOUR I DO REPLY TO EMAILS DAILY SO ILL ALSO RESPOND TO YOU, I FEEL BAD ABOUT IT BUT IN SARASOTA I PAINTED ALL DAY IN THE HEAT OUTSIDE THEN WENT TO THE GYM AFTER THAT I JUST LAY DOWN SO I NEVER GOT ANYTHING DONE.

THE BEST WAY TO GET HOLD OF ME AND I SAY THIS EACH EMAIL IS TO TXT OR CALL ME, I DONT BITE, IM A GOOD GAL BUT PLZ ALSO REMEMBER THIS IS A BIZ LINE I AM GRATEFUL FOR COMPLIMENTS AND I DO TXT BACK BUT IF I STOP DOING SO OR SAY ITS A BIZ NUMBER FOR SESSIONS, PERSONAL TRAINING SESSIONS, CAM SHOWS OR SPONOSRSHIPS THEN PLZ DONT GET MAD WITH ME OK A LOT OF GALS ONLY EMAIL AND UD NEVER HEAR THEIR VOICE, I FIND TALKING OR TXTING IF MUST MUCH MORE PERSONAL THAN EMAILS, UR NOT OBLIGATED TO MEET ME ITS JUST A CALL, BUT DONT DO WHAT A GUY FROM PAKISTAN DID THIS WEEK SAID HE WANTED AN APT AND WE TALKED FOR SOME LENGTH PROMISED TO GET US A ROOM SEEMED VERY HAPPY THEN FLATLINE HE DIDNT DO WHAT HE SAID IF U DONT WANT TO DO SOMETHING WITH ME THEN U DONT HAVE TOO, BUT PLZ DONT BOOK SESSIONS OR PROMISE ME THINGS THEN DO NOTHING ITS HURTFUL AND I CANT PLAN ANYTHING, AT THE END OF THE DAY I HAVE TO GET BIZ LIKE ANY OTHER BIZ AND FOR THOSE THAT HAVE A BIZ UD FIND IT ANNOYING IF I CALLED AND SAID YEA I WANT TO DO THIS OR THAT AND THEN 0 NOT EVEN ANY EXPLANATION, MY TIME IS MONEY AS IT IS YOURS SO PLZ TREAT ME AS I WOULD TO YOU WITH KINDNESS AND RESPECT, JUST 2 ADULTS THATS ALL

SO GO GET DRUNK OR PISSED AS THEY SAY BACK HOME , ENJOY AND LOVE UR FAMILY IF U HAVE ANY FOR THOSE WHO DONT I HOPE YOU HAVE FRIENDS TO SEE, FOR ME I AM ALONE TONITE BUT THATS OK I GUESS, I KNOW IM NEVER REALLY ALONE 😉

GOD BLESS AMERICA, AMEN XXXX

PLZ ENJOY MY NEW CONTENT ITS MIXED IN WITH SOME OLDER CONTENT FOR NEWER FANS, I HAVE ANOTHER SHOOT JULY 25TH AND AT THE TAMPA PRO ILL BE THERE FOR APTS 8TH TO 10TH AUGUST AND A SHOOT THERE SO 2 MORE FOR THE SITE, THE 1ST IS WITH A 118LB GAL, THE AUGUST SHOOT NOT SURE YET MY CELL 9415364841.

MEN…IF UD LIKE TO MODEL WITH ME BUT HAS TO BE WEST COAST FLORIDA, EITHER SARASOTA THE 25TH JULY OR DURING THE TAMPA PRO SO IN TAMPA BETWEEN THE 8TH TO 10TH THEN PLZ ALSO TXT OR CALL ME, ILL BE FREE FOR SESSIONS IN TAMPA AT A VERY REASONABLE RATE, BEEN 10 TIMES BUSIER OVER HERE ON THE EAST COAST LOL WITH APTS THX U GOD, IT WAS DEAD OVER THERE ONE HERE AND THERE BUT THATS NOW THE PAST I GUESS.

MY CELL 941 536 4841.

IM 166 I LOST 8LBS MOSLTY WATER SO IM LOOKING TIGHTER , HARD BIG SEXY MUSCLES CRAWLING ON TOP OF YOU…MMM MMM THINK ABOUT THAT, OH WHAT FUN FOR ME….

MY CELL IS 941 536 4841  AGAIN TO TALK OR TXT ME ABOUT ANYTHING OK 😉

THX U TO ALL THOSE WHO ARE MEMBERS PLZ JOIN MY SITE THERE ARE YRS OF WORK ON HERE, IT HELPS ME TO KEEP TRAINING AND LIVING HERE IN THE USA….PLZ COME BACK AND BE MY FANS I MISS YOU.

LOVE AND HUGS

JOANNA XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX


WE ARE NOT JUST MUSCLE. THE BEGINNING OF THE END????

Jul 2 2013 |

DEAR FRIENDS.

FIRST OFF THANK YOU TO ANYONE THAT HAS JOINED MY SITED OR CONTINUES TO STAY MEMBERS, I AM MAKING SURE I TRY TO DO NEW CONTENT EACH MTH. I AM VERY GRATEFUL TO THE TRUE FANS OUT THERE THOSE WHOM SUPPORT US IN ANY SMALL WAY AN APT, A CAM SHOW EVEN A FEW MINUTES, JOINING THE SITE OR PERSONAL TRAINING OR WORDS OR SUPPORT,.

I HOPE YOU ENJOY THE NEW CONTENT ON MY SITE I AM LOOKING FOR MALE MODELS ON THE WEST COAST OF FLORIDA OR SOMEONE WHOS WILLING TO FLY DOWN TO THE WEST COAST OF FLORIDA AS WE NEED A GUY FOR FILMING IN JULY I CAN HELP WITH A HOTEL BUT I CANNOT AFFORD TO PAY THE WAY , WHAT I CAN DO IS A PVT APT AFTER ETC OR IF UR LOCAL THEN ITS EASIER FOR THE MODEL, IM LOOKING FOR A GUY WHOS NOT 250 AND 6FT HE HAS TO BE SMALLER THE SMALLER THE BETTER IF UR 5FT 8 OR IF UR TINY IN BUILD GREAT, THE BEST WAY TO CONTACT ME IS BY PHONE ON 941 536 4841 IT WILL BE A LOT OF FUN, I WOULD HAVE TO SEE A PIC 1ST THO B4  HOPE U UNDERSTAND THAT 😉

I JUST WANT TO SAY ALTHOUGH I HAVE FRIENDS THRU APTS FOR YRS AND GUYS WHOM HAVE HELPED ME IT SEEMS TO ME THERE IS JUST MORE BAD APPLES OUT THERE THAN GOOD, THIS WEEK ALONE I HAD 4 INCIDENTS, ITS GETTING TO THE POINT WHERE ITS GETTING CRAZY, FROM GUYS THAT DONT UNDERSTAND APTS OR WHOM ARE TIME WASTERS TO THOSE WHOM ARE RICH AND OFFER U SOMETHING THEN MOVE THE GOAL POSTS AND WHO DONT  DO WHAT THEY HAD SAID IN THE 1ST PLACE.

FOR MEN WHOM LOVE MUSCLE YOU DO REALISE THAT THEY ARE PHASING OUT WOMENS BODYBUILDING THIS YR ITS 3 SHOWS WITH NO MS OLYMPIA, NEXT YR WILL PROB BE WORSE, NOW MANY OF THESE GALS WILL PROBABLY STILL WANT TO COMPETE AND WILL TONE DOWN THE MUSCLE AND SO YOU WILL HAVE LESS GALS AND I MEAN REAL MUSCLE GALS NOT AMAZONS OR WRESTLERS THOSE ARE DIFFERENT SKILLS OR EXPERTISE. NOW FOR ME TO PERSONALLY TO DEAL WITH WHAT I SEE AS MORE THAN HALF OF GUYS BEHAVING LIKE IDIOTS IS NOT THE WAY TO GO , IF YOU WANT ANY WOMAN WITH MUSCLE LEFT IN 10 YRS I SUGGEST YOU GUYS THAT ARE ACTING THIS WAY TO STOP AND THINK ON IT, YES WE ALL HAVE BAD DAYS BUT THE WAY I AM TALKED TO, LIED TOO, TREATED LIKE A DOG IS NOT HELPING ANYTHING BUT HATE MAKING A COMEBACK, NO IM NOTHING SPECIAL BUT THE WORLD HAS TO START TREATED EACH OTHER WITH SOME DECENCY.

THE SESSION BIZ IS NOT BACK PG, ITS NOT EROS,HOWEVER WHATEVER U DO IN A SESSION IS UR BIZ, THE REASON IT COST MORE IS UR PAYING FOR A SKILL OR A PHYSIQUE THAT HAS TAKEN YRS TO PEFECT NOT JUST SOME GAL U COULD GO TO A CLUB FOR THAT AND GET IT FOR FREE ;)…. SESSIONS WERE DESIGNED FOR WOMEN TO MAKE AN INCOME FROM FANS WHOM WANTED TO MEET US 1 ON 1, THIS HAPPENED AS OUR INDUSTRY DID NOT SUPPORT US AND SO IT KINDA FELL TOGETHER THAT FANS WOULD HELP US IN RETURN TO MEET US SIMPLE RIGHT, 8 YRS AGO I NEVER HAD THIS HAPPEN TO ME MY CLIENTS DID NOT TREAT ME THIS WAY I DONT KNOW WHY ITS GOING ON BUT I WONT BE TALKED TO LIKE A CRACK WHORE UNDERSTAND? I JUST WANT TO BE TALKED TO LIKE A HUMAN BEING THATS IT AND FOR THOSE WHO PROMISE THINGS TO BE A MAN ABOUT IT AND DO IT NOT LIE  AND WASTE MY TIME TO GET OFF ON IT THIS IS MY LIFE UR PLAYING GAMES WITH…AND FOR THE RICH ONES WHOM THINK CAN BOSS ME AROUND AS IM ON A COMBACK TO ACTUALLY DO WHAT U SAID AND NOT TRY TO CHANGE THINGS AS U THINK IM DESPERATE AS IM NOT ID RATHER DIE ON THE ROAD….GOT IT?? IVE HAD ENOUGH THIS WEEK, EITHER CALL ME OR TXT ME AND BE CIVIL OR IM DONE …. MANY OF US WILL AND IN THE END ULL END UP WITH A FEW LEFT BUT NOT THE TYPE UD REALLLY WANT TO SEE BUT THOSE THAT WILL DO ANYTHING FOR ANYTHING AND I KNOW THATS NOT WHAT U WANT??? IS IT?? I KNOW MOST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD COULDNT CARE LESS IF I MAKE A COMEBACK OR NOT BUT WHAT DRIVES ME IS THOSE WHOM HAVE SHOWN ME CARE  SUPPORT LOYALTY AND FRIENDSHIP  AND ALTHOUGH I WISH THERE WERE MORE FOR THOSE THAT DO U AMAZE ME EVERYTIME KEEP DOING WHAT YOU DO AS GOD HAS A SPECIAL PLACE FOR YOU AND ONCE I CAN GIVE AGAIN I WILL JUST AS I ALWAYS DID.

NOW YOU MAY NOT LIKE ME FOR HAVING A RANT BUT THIS WAS NOT AIMED AT THE GOOD GUYS I LOVE YOU. ITS AIMED AT GUYS THAT SHOULD NOT BE IN OUR BIZ, OR ONES THAT SHOULD READ UP A LITTLE ABOUT OUR SPORT HOW IT CAME ABOUT, WHO IT IS UR SEEING WHAT THEY HAVE DONE IT DOES HELP AS THE GAL WILL THINK WOW THAT GUY KNOWS WHO I AM AND WHAT I ACHIEVED IT MEANS A TON.

IM ALSO GOING TO RANT NOW AT GUYS STEALING CONTENT FROM OUR SITES AND CLIP SITES, DO YOU REALISE DUE TO A CRAP INDUSTRY THE ONLY WAY WE DO MAKE INCOME IS FROM THE WEB AND PERSONAL TRAINING UNLESS U WENT TO SCHOOL AND WERE LUCKY, YES I UNDERSTAND THE ECONOMY SUCKS BUT IF U REALISED WHAT IT COSTS TO DO A CLIP, PAYING FOR THE OUTFITS, HAIR, NAILS, OTHER MODELS, LOCATIONS, PHOTOGRAPHER, THE YRS OF WORK IT TOOK TO LOOK THAT WAY AND U GO AND STEAL IT?? I MEAN CANT U EVEN SAY WOW IVE JUST SPENT THE PAST FEW MTHS JERKING OFF TO FREE SHIT MAYBE I COULD PAYPAL THE MODEL 20 BUCKS?? THE MORE CONTENT THATS STOLEN THE HARDER IT IS FOR US TO MAKE ANY INCOME BY THE TIME A WEBMASTER AND BILLING COMPANIES TAKE A CUT, AND AGAIN IT COULD LEAD TO A GAL SAYING FUCK IT IM DONE…

SO MY FINAL STATEMENT IS DO YOU WANT TO SEE BODYBUILDERS IN 10YRS? AS THE RATE ITS GOING WE WILL BE DINASOURS, I SAW THE STATEMENT WE ARE NOT JUST MUSCLE ON THE CAP PF AN ISOPURE DRINK AND I THOUGHT  YES UR DAMN RIGHT IM A WOMAN  AS WELL NOW TREAT ME LIKE ONE PLZ THATS ALL IM ASKING FOR.

AGAIN TO THOSE WHOM HAVE SUPPORTED ME OR INTENT TOO THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU,THX U FOR ALL YOUR HELP AND SUPPORT I AM SO VERY GRATEFUL AND GODBLESS YOU ALL.

THIS WAS AIMED AT THE BAD BOYS AND U KNOW WHO YOU ARE ! AND THE HACKERS, GOD ID LOVE TO MEET YOU IN PERSON JUST UNDERSTAND YOU ARE DESTROYING THE VERY THING THAT TURNS U ON…NOW PLZ CAN WE PRESS REWIND AND START AGAIN??

I APPOLOGISE IF I OFFENDED ANYONE BUT I AM SPEAKING FROM MY SHOES AND THIS WEEK HAD ME IN TEARS DUE TO GUYS WHO CANT BE MEN.AND IM FED UP WITH IT. THATS IT………..I AM SUCH A NICE PERSON IF UR NICE TO ME REALLY I DONT BITE LOL  ONLY IF IM MADE TOO…SERIOUSLY I TRY TO BE KIND FAIR AND COOL WE ALL HAVE BAD DAYS THATS LIFE I GET THAT.

I HOPE THE MEMBERS ENJOY MY NEWER CONTENT , NEW MODELS NEEDED FOR JULY AND I AM AVAILABLE FOR SESSIONS, PERSONAL TRAINING AND WEBCAM PLZ TXT ME 1ST AT 941 536 4841, BUSY THE NXT FEW DAYS SORTING MY DAMN UK PASSPORT OUT WHAT A BLOODLY PAIN IN THE ASS THAT IS LOL. BUT ENJOY ME WITH THE MALE MODEL I GET HIM SO TIED UP WITH MOVES AND I LIFT HIM IN SEVERAL LIFT AND CARRYS AND IN THE END HE COMES ON MY FEET WHAT A RIDE..I LOVE SESSIONS LIKE THAT ONE.

ILL WRITE SOON, NOW PLZ LETS BE KIND AND REAL TO EACHOTHER  LOL AND I CAN FINALLY START ACTING LIKE ME A FUN GAL NOT THIS CRAP, I HATE IT.

LOVE HUGS, RESPECT AND GOD.’

JOANNA XXXXXXX


moved , new sexy content , a thank you , availabilty….;)

Jun 21 2013 |

Dear Friends

HOPE YOUR ENJOYING MY NEW CONTENT??? IT WAS A LOT OF FUN TO DO AND MY LAST SHOOT AT MY OLD CONDO.

IM HUGE 174LBS OF MUSCLE HARD BIG STRONG …HOPE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY MEN…..?

THX YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED ME WITH MY MOVE I COULDNT HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT THE FEW THAT HELPED, IT WILL BE 2 WEEKS ON MONDAY AND ITS TAKEN THAT TIME TO ADJUST TO A VERY DIFFERENT PLACE, ALTHOUGH I DID LIVE HERE YRS AGO IT WAS MORE NORTH.

ONE GREAT THING I FOUND OUT WAS THAT THE NEW GYM OWNER OF WORLD GYM IS A GOOD GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND SO THATS HELPED A BIT BUT THE TANNING OMG LOL BUT THATS THE EAST C FOR YOU, I HAVE NOW JUST TRAINED EVERY BODYPART ONCE SINCE I GOT HERE , I MISSED AROUND 10DAYS TOTAL WITH THE MOVE AND AROUND 6LBS WITH THE STRESS, HOWEVER I DID WANT TO DIET DOWN A BIT AND SO HAVE BEEN CHANGING THINGS AROUND SO I DO DROP DOWN A BIT SO FAR IM DOWN FROM 174 TO 165, LOOK  LESS PUFFY IN FACE ETC.WHEN A MALE BODYBUILDER REACHES THEIR BIGGEST THEY HAVE ROUND FACES BUT LOOK AT THE FUCKING MUSCLE LOL..SAME SHIT FOR A FEMALE..

BUT STILL BIG…JUST CHANGING THE COURSE OF WHAT IM DOING TO MY BODY ITS A PROCESS OF STAGES….

HOWEVER THE NEW CONTENT IS OF ME AS MY BIGGEST AND ASIDE A LITTLE PUFFINESS OF THE FACE AS I AM 5FT 2 AND 174 IN  THOSE PICS THATS FUCKING HUGE ULL SEE HOW BIG IVE GOT IN THE LAST FEW MTHS THIS IS WHY SPONSORSHIP EVEN A FEW MINS OF CAM OR AN APT OR JOINING THE SITE IS SO IMPORTANT FOR ME TO KEEP IMPROVING, IN THE NEW CONTENT ULL SEE ME WITH A MALE A 1ST OF MANY FOR THIS SITE ON VIDEO AND OF ME DOING SOLO STILLS, GETTING UP TO SOME  FUN THE POOR MAN…IM NOW TRAINING AND WILL SORT A NEW SHOOT, PLUS WANT TO TOUR AGAIN.

PLUS WITH LIFES LITTLE MOMENTS LIKE MY CAR TAKING A SHIT YESTERDAY I HAD TO GET A NEW BATTERY AND DO THE OIL, THE WORLD GYM AND TAN IS A 30MILE ROUND TRIP BUT ITS WORTH IT.PLUS MY UK PASSPORT HAS RAN OUT A MTH AGO AND SO AM TRYING TO SORT THAT OUT 2 WHICH IF U DONT GT IT TOTALLY RIGHT U LOOSE THE MONEY YOU SEND OFF..GREAT HUH? SO THINGS LIKE THIS TAKE UP MY DAY AT TIMES.

I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY BIG HARD MUSCLES I KNOW A FEW OF YOU HAVE BEEN ASKING ME ABOUT APTS, I WILL BE FREE THIS WEEK COMING AS I HAD TOLD YOU BY TXT OR CALL, SO FRM MONDAY COMING F YOUD LIKE TO SEE ME PLZ TXT ME OVER THE WEEKEND OR CALL ME NXT WEEK, MAKE SURE ITS THE AM B4 THE PM OR BEST STILL THE DAY B4, ITS BEST THAT YOU TXT OR CALL ME OVER EMAILS, UNFORTUNATELY OVER TIME MY EMAIL HAS GOT OUT OF HAND AND WITHOUT A SOLID WEEK OF NOT WORKING AT ALL OR TRAINING TO ANSWER THEM WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE I WILL HAVE TO RESTART WITH WHATS NO OLDER THAN A MTH OLD, IF U HAVE EMAILED ME B4 THAT I APPOLOGISE IM ONE PERSON AND GET A LOT OF MAIL.B UT I AM GRATEFUL AND IF U WOULD LIKE TO TRY ME AGAIN THIS TIME I WILL SET TIME ASIDE A COUPLE DAYS A WEEK TO REPLY TO THEM, ANYONE WHOM CONTACTS ME I AM GRATEFUL TOO IM NOT UP MY ARSE TRUST ME IM VERY DOWN TO EARTH GAL.

WHEN I TOUR AGAIN THEN EMAIL WILL BE PRIORITY SAME WITH  MY PHONE AND SO I WILL EMAIL YOU BACK, PLUS I WILL POST ON SEVERAL SITES ABOUT MY TOUR, IT WILL BE A SMALL ONE TO START AND IN TIME INCREASE THE SIZE, BUT THIS IS GOING TO TAKE A LITTLE TIME, I MUST START WEBCAM WORK AND HOPE TO SEE SOME GUYS IN APTS AGAIN NXT WEEK THEN ILL BE TOURING.

SO PLZ ENJOY THE BIGGEST IVE EVER EVER BEEN IN MY NEW CONTENT MY VIRGIN CLIPS OF ME WITH A MALE FOR THE SITE AND ME SHOWING OFF THE HARD WORK IVE PUT INTO MY OFFSEASON, YOU DONT GROW WITHOUT AN OFFSEASON AND THATS WHY I DID IT.

LOVE TO SEE YOU FOR AN APT I CANT DO THEM HERE  BUT HAVE AN EASY SOLUTION FOR THAT PLUS I DRIVE , ITS A LOT BUSIER THAN THE WEST COAST FOR SURE…IM GLAD OF THAT.

MY CELL 941 536 4841

IM GLAD TO E BACK ILL BE ON HERE SEVERAL TIMES A WEEK NOW KEEP YOU POSTED, COME SEE ME HAVE SOME FUN AND SUPPORT ME AT THE SAME TIME. AND YES I AM LOOKING FOR SPONSORS AS I AIM TO COMPETE NXT YR IM SERIOUS, ITS DOWN TO TIME AND CASH SIMPLY, I KNOW WHAT TO DO MY END 😉

ILL BE OVER TO THE WEST COAST IN JULY ALSO FOR 1 NITE  SO THE DAY B4 AND AM THE NXT DAY.

ANY QUESTIONS ON WANTING AN APT, 2 SPONSORSHIP OR A FRIENDLY HEY U HAVE MY NUMBER 941 536 4841

GOT TO GO TRAIN CHEST…GOT TO GO EAT..OH YES…..AND ENJOY ME WITH MY MAN ON CAM …;)

I HAVE SO MANY PLANS ….SO PLZ KEEP JOINING THE SITE SO I CAN GET THE OUTFITS THE MODELS AND LOCATIONS TO FILM MORE OF WHAT MODERN FANS WANT NOW  I.E  LIFT CARRY FETISH WRESTLING ETC WITH SOME OLDER STUFF MIXED IN.BUFF BARBIE HAS TO CHANGE WITH THE TIMES.

plz keep supporting and staying members of the site it has so much hard work here and fun to keep you held up in a rm for weeks lol 😉

JOANNA XXX

 

 

 


moving day 0 HELP GREAT my last entry until i get internet where i move sorry

Jun 10 2013 |

DEAR FRIENDS

THIS COULD BE MY LAST ENTRY FOR A LITTLE BIT, WHEN I GET TO FORT LAUDERDALE IM SUPPOSED TO HAVE INTERNET WHICH I PRAY THAT I DO AS THAT WILL BE MY ONLY WORK WHEN I 1ST GET THERE, IVE ALSO MISSED TRAINING DUE TO BEING UNWELL AND WITH MOVING THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE HAS REALLY UPSET ME, I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING I BUILT THE PAST 2HALF YRS IS DOWN THE TOILET. ITS HARD TO DO CAM WHEN UR NOT IN THE RIGHT MOOD EITHER.

ALL I CAN SAY IS IM GOING TO BE BROKE UNTIL I CAN GET MY 15 DAYS OF CAM IN, THE GYM IS NOT CLOSE AND THE TANNING BEDS THERE ARE NOT CHEAP, I PUT HALF MY CASH OUT ON NEW SUPPLIMENTS IM SAYING THIS SO U KNOW IM TRYING MY BEST, BUT NOW ITS PUT ME IN A HARD PLACE FOR A WHILE, ME AND STRESS DO NOT GO WELL, ILL END UP GETTING A LOAN I GUESS FROM A FRIEND TO MAKE IT BUT ITS A SAD DAY FOR ME, FORT LAUDERDALE HOLDS BAD MEMORIES FOR ME, I LIVED THERE FOR 5YRS MY 1ST CITY I LIVED IN MOSTLY DUE TO XS, BUT I ALSO HAD GOOD TIMES AND GOOD FRIENDS.

AFTER BEING INDEPENDANT AND HAVING MY OWN HOME FOR THE PAST 2HALF YRS ITS HARD TO PUT TRUST IN SOMEONE ELSES, ITS THEIR HOME NOT YOURS, IM HOPING IT WORKS OUT.

IF U CAN HELP ME AT ALL MAYBE PAYPAL PROJOTRAINER@YAHOO.COM OR AN APT 941 536 4841, ALL I NEED IS 3 DAYS BACK IN THE GYM AND 2 TANNING BEDS AND ILL BE BACK TO WHAT I WAS I BOUNCE BACK V V FAST ITS MY GENETICS.

UH I HATE MOVING, PLZ PRAY FOR ME THAT THIS WORKS OUT THE NXT 6MTHS IF IT DOESNT I COULD BE SELLING MY CAR FOR SCRAP AND GOING HOME, WHAT ID LIKE IS TO LAUNCH MY CLIPS SITE FOR THIS SITE TO DO BETTER, SAVE UP TO TOUR AGAIN AS I ENJOY THE FUN AND MAYBE DO SOME PERSONAL TRAINING AT THE NEW GYM IM GOING TOO.

ONCE I GET THERE TODAY AND UNLOAD I HAVE TO DROP MY TRUCK OFF TOMORROW, PLUS THEN CLEAN THE CRAP OUT OF THE BEDRM BATHRM AND KITCHEN THEN UNPACK ITS QUITE A LOT, SO THE NXT 2 DAYS IM OUT DOING ALL OF THAT, THEN ILL BE ABLE TO TRAIN AGAIN AND TAN.

AGAIN THIS IS MY LAST TIME ASKING FOR ANY HELP ONCE I START WORK THE 15TH TO 30TH JULY 5TH ILL BE OK ITS JUST BETWEEN NOW AND THEN ITS GOING TO BE V HARD. U CAN CONTACT ME ON 941 536 4841.

I REALLY HOPE THIS COMEBACK CAN WORK, IM STARTING TO QUESTION IT AND QUESTION WHY IM NOT BACK AT HOME USING THE FREE EDUCATION AND FREE HEALTH SERVICES I COULD HAVE INSTEAD OF WORRYING ALL THE TIME, UNLESS UR AT THE TOP IT SEEMS SO DIFFERENT NOW, IT MAKES ME SAD, I WILL TRY HARD THE NXT YR AND SEE IF FANS DO CARE, I HOPE TO MAKE IT HERE AND HAVE A HAPPY LIFE AGAIN AS I DID IN 03 TO 07.

YES I MUST DO THIS FOR MYSELF IM 36 BUT ALL I HAVE IS MY BODY SO HOW I MAKE INCOME IS DOWN TO FANS FROM CAM TO P T TO SESSIONS AND PHOTO SHOOTS SKYPE ETC ITS NOT THE SAME AS A JOB WHERE U MAKE AN HRLY RATE SO THATS WHY RELYING ON JUST THIS IS SO STRESSFUL, FAILURE IS SOMETHING WE ARE ALL AFRAID OFF.

GODBLESS YOU, AND IF U CAN HELP EVEN 20BUCKS BE GREAT, AS I SAID I CAN DO THE REST MYSELF ONCE IVE MOVED, MOST PEOPLE HAVE WIFES OF FAMILES  WHEN THEY MOVE THE ONES THAT SAVED ME KNOW IM MOVING TODAY AND HAVENT HAD A GOODBYE GOODLUCK ANYTHING AND I CONSIDERED THEM MY FAMILY AGAIN SAD BUT IM GRATEFUL TO THEM OR I WOULDNT BE HERE WRITING THIS CRAP TO YOU NOW LOL

OK GUYS GOT TO GO MOVE A TON, I CAME HERE ON A BUS FEB 7TH 2011 WITH 1 SUITCASE, NOW IM LEAVING WITH A 10FT TRUCK AND A CAR ON THE BACK…I THINK A BIG STEP UP FROM 29MTHS AGO 😉

IF U HELP THE CASH WOULD GO TOWARDS MEDICATION I NEED FOR MY BONES OR I COULD FRACTURE MYSELF TRAINING, FOOD FOR DIETING, TANNING GAS FOR THE CAR TO GET TO THE GYM, I GOT MY CELL BILL AND I CAN MOVE MY CAR INS WORST SENARIO TO JULY 5TH.

OK LOVE YOU ALL, CANT WAIT TO JUST UNPACK AND MAKE SOME SORT OF HOME FOR MYSELF, I HAVE TO DRIVE OVER HERE EVER 2 MTHS 2 SEE MY DOCTOR 3 HALF HOUR, TODAY WITH A CAR PULL IT WILL BE 55 60 MILES AN HOUR AND 4 HALF HOUR AT A GUESS OH BOY…..

I HOPE TO START WRITING FUN JOYFUL DIARIES AS IM SUPPOSED TOO 😉 BUT ITS A SOUNDING BOARD FOR ME AND U DONT HAVE TO READ IT …LOL UD PROB WANT TO SLIT UR WRISTS NOW…..A JOKE.

oK MY CELL IS 941 536 4841….PLZ FANS COME BACK TO ME BUFFBARBIE XXX THATS ALL I WANT. IM STILL ME.

NEW CONTENT COMING OUT THIS WEEK I HAVE BEEN TOLD ME WITH A MAN HE CAM ON MY FEET AND SOLO PICS, YES OFFSEASON BUT PICS DONT SHOW HOW HARD U ARE , WHEN U TOUCH ME ASIDE MY BIG BOOBS LOL IM HARD AND AT 172 IS HUGE AT 5FT 2…DOING IT ON  A BUDGET 2 THE PAST 3MTHS….GENETICS…AND CRAZY ME.

LOTS OF LOVE AND PLZ JOIN THIS SITE IT WILL HELP ME WITH MY TRAINING AND FOR ME TO LIVE HERE IN THE USA A COUNTRY I CALL HOME.

HUG GODBLESS U ALL JOANNA


A FINAL ASK FOR HELP AND SUPPORT.

Jun 9 2013 |

DEAR FRIENDS.

EVERYTIME I ASK FOR HELP DOESNT MAKE ME FEEL GOOD, IT MAKES ME QUESTION MY COMEBACK TO BODYBUILDING , IT MAKES ME FEEL STUPID ACTUALLY I FEEL LIKE A CHICK ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD WITH A SIGN.

MOST PRO BODYBUILDERS WHOM HAVE HAD A LONGTIME OUT NEVER RETURN TO IT THE HILL IS TO STEEP FOR LITTLE REWARD AT THE TOP YET EVEN THO COMPETING COSTS 5K A GO WITH 0 PRIZE MONEY MY REASON FOR MY COMEBACK IS VERY SPECIAL TO ME, SINCE 2001 WHEN I WON MY 1ST PRO SHOW THE JANTANA I HAVE NEVER HAD A FULL 12 MTHS OF PREP, ITS NOT ABOUT WINNNING WITH POLITICS AND ME BEING OUT 6YRS I AM FACING A BATTLE AND A HALF, IT HAS TO BE DONE RIGHT, AS WELL AS THERE BEING NO WEIGHT CLASSES FOR THE WOMEN WHICH IN MY OPINION IS MORE NEEDED THEN THE 205 CLASS FOR THE MEN ! DUE TO BENG 5FT 2 I PROBABLY WONT DO AS WELL AS THE OLD DAYS EVEN WITH THE RIGHT COACH HOWEVER  U JUST DONT KNOW THAT.

I BEGAN BODYBUILDING AT 15 AND AM TO DATE THE YOUNGEST TO DO SO AT JUST TURNING 21, BACK THEN I HAD A FIRE SO GREAT IN MY HEART NOTHING COULD STOP ME, IT WASNT UNTIL I GOT TO THE TOP TWICE THAT  I SAW HOW DIFFERENTLY THEN WOMEN WERE TREATED TO THE MEN THAT I REALISED WHAT HAD I DONE? HERE I AM DEVOTING 9YRS OF MY LIFE 2 24YRS OLD LIVING LIKE A ROBOT AS I THOUGHT I COULD GET SPONSORS AND A GREAT LIFE HERE IN THE USA, AND THEN I SEE A DIFFERENT WORLD. IT BROKE MY HEART.ANY GAL THAT CONTINUES TO COMPETE DOESNT DO IT FOR THE CASH U ARE LOOKING AT LOSING IT AND GOING THROUGH SHEER PAIN TO GET TO THAT SHOW BUT INSIDE WHEN UR ON THAT STAGE AS I FELT U FEEL AT HOME ITS WHERE YOU FEEL YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ITS NOT EASY TO EXPLAIN THIS EVEN THRU WHAT i JUST SAID BUT BODYBUILDING IS NOT A SPORT FOR ME ITS WHAT I AM, I HAV NEVER BEEN AN ADULT WITHOUT IT ITS THE ONLY THING THAT HAS STAYED WITH ME THRU MY LIFE.

i AM  MOVING TOMORROW TO A NEW CITY TO A NEW HOME AND TO START WITH WILL ONLY HAVE WEBCAM, THIS WILL PUT ME IN A HARD POSITION FOR THE 1ST FEW WEEKS, i DIDNT WANT TO GO BUT MY CONDO WAS SOLD THAT I RENTED AND WITH BAD CREDIT DUE TO MY X BEING A JEALOUS MAN I COULD NOT RAISE WHAT WAS NEEDED TO MOVE, LIFE MAKES U LAUGH WHEN I HAD MONEY AND WAS DRIVING NEW CARS ASK ANYONE I MAY HAVE BEEN A BIT WILD BUT I HELPED MANY PEOPLE, I HAD A BOND WITH GOD AND FELT IT RIGHT I STILL DO, ONEDAY I HOPE ONCE I SORT THINGS OUT FROM MY PAST AND MAYBE COMPETE NXT YR AT THIS STAGE IM CONFUSED TO WHAT HAPPENED TO MY FAN BASE, YRS AGO I HAD A LOT ENOUGH TO LIVE A GREAT LIFE AND DO WHATEVER I WANTED, I TAKE 6 YRS OUT AND RETURN AND YES I SEE SOME BUT THE MAJORITY I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED I PUT IT DOWN TO YOU MAYBE THINKING I DESERTED YOU IN A WAY I DID BUT IT WAS AT 31 AFTER 2 MS OLYMPIAS WITH 0 SPONSORSHIP OFFERS I THOUGHT IT WAS A CHANCE A LOVE AFTER 3 YRS SINGLE I ADMIT I FELT ALONE AT THAT POINT MUSCLE OR NOT A WOMEN HAS A WOMENS HEART, I WENT AFTER A MAN I FELT WOULD LOVE ME FOR ME NOT FOR MY MUSCLE BUT FOR MY SOUL I WANTED A SOUL MATE, U CANT BLAME ME FOR THAT.

THE WORLD HAS ALSO CHANGED, WHEN I STARTED BACK I TALKED TO SEVERAL BIG SITES AND OTHERS AND FOUND THAT THE FAN BASE HAD MOVED CHANGED, IM ONE PERSON WHO IS ALONE IN THE USA AND AM DOING MY BEST, WHEN I WAS IN CONTEST SHAPE REGUARDLESS OF WHAT I HEARD I KNOW I HAVE A LOT OF GUYS OR FANS THAT LOVED MY LOOK, I WANT TO COMPETE NXT YR.

RIGHT NOW I CAN TELL YOU DUE TO MY BONES AND HAVING OSTEOPORISIS I WONT BE ABLE TO BE DOING THIS IS 20YRS, IF IM GOING TO COMPETE ITS THE NXT 2 OR 3, THEN I HAVE TO RETIRE OR ACCESS THE SITUATION AT THAT TIME, RIGHT NOW IM GOING AGAINST A TOP ORTHOPEDIC DOC AND AM DOING BODYBUILDING ANYWAY ALTHOUGH Y BONES ARE AGED AT 65 AT 36.

IM MOVING THIS MOVE HAS REALLY HURT ME INSIDE AS THIS IS THE 1ST HOME I HAS WITHOUT MY X AND I STARTED A NEW LIFE SINGLE MADE A LIFE , NOW I HAVE TO LEAVE, THE PAST 2 WEEKS I HAVE BEEN SO STRESSED I GOT SICK FOR 3 DAYS, THEN WITH MOVING IM LOOSING 3 OT 4 DAYS, IM SCARED RIGHT NOW AS I HOPE WHEN I GET THERE I HAVE INTERNET SET UP I HAVE BEEN ASKING THEM FOR A MTH, BUT I HAVE MEDICATIONS I MUST GET AS WELL AS FOOD GAS, ITS GOING TO BE V TIGHT, FROM THE 15TH TO THE 30TH ILL BE OK ILL GET PAID 5TH JULY BUT UNTIL THEN IM GOING TO STRUGGLE UNLESS I GET APTS IN FORT LAUDERDALE OR I GET SOME HELP HERE, U CAN SEE ME ON SKYPE MY NAME IS PROJOTRAINER OR HBC OR AN APT SESSION OR EVEN PERSONAL TRAINING OR MAYBE UR A BIZ MAN FROM ANOTHER COUNTRY THAT WOULD LOVE TO SEE ME COMPETE NXT YR WHOM WOULD PAYPAL ME SAME HERE IN THE USA MY PAYPAL IS PROJOTRAINER@YAHOO.COM.

AGAIN WHEN I 1ST MOVE I WILL ONLY HAVE WEBCAM , IN TIME I NEED TO GET BACK TOURING, I JUST SPENT HALF MY CASH ON  NEW SUPPLIMENTS TO START DROPPING DOWN BODYFAT FOR PICS AND VIDEOS, BUT I STILL NEED REG SUPPLMENTS GAS FOOD HAIR MAKEUP NAILS WAXING, EITHER WAY ITS UP TO YOU BUT I HAVE A GOOD MEMORY AND ANYONE THAT HELPS ME EVEN IF ITS A FRONT FOR A SESSION IN THEIR CITY I WONT FORGET, JULY 5TH ILL BE OK AGAIN, BUT IF U HAD A SISTER MOTHER OR FRIEND WOULD U WANT THEM PACKING ALONE DRIVING A TRUCK WITH THEIR CAR BEHIND ACROSS STATE ALONE? NO. ITS NOT YOUR PROBLEM BUT IF ANYONE CAN SPONSOR ME UNTIL JULY 5TH ID BE V V GRATEFUL, IM TRYING V V HARD THIS IS NOT EASY I HAVE A PLAN THAT CAN GET ME TO THE TOP NXT YR BUT I NEED MY FANS TO COME BACK TO ME, YES THERE ARE MANY NEW GALS TO SEE BUT THINK ABOUT IT IS IT JUST UR GROIN U CARE ABOUT OR DO U CARE ABOUT THE SPORT OF BODYBUILDING, LIKE SESSIONS YRS AGO GUYS WANTED MUSCLE WORSHIP NOW HALF SEEM TO ONLY CARE ABOUT CERTAIN BODYPARTS THIS IS NOT WHAT SESSIONS WERE REALLY DEVISED FOR ALTHOUGH IVE ADAPTED AS MANY HAVE, IF UR A REAL FAN OF WOMENS BODYBUILDING THEN FEEL MY SOUL HEART FOR THIS SPORT, IVE NEVER USED A SUGAR DADDY IVE TRIED TO DO THIS ALONE BUT I DO NEED HELP FOR NOW UNTIL SOME PLANS I HAVE START ASAP.

ANYONE THAT JOINS THIS SITE IM GRATEFUL TO YOU, BUT IM STILL A WOMEN AND IM WORRIED ABOUT MOVING AND MAKING IT THE 1ST FEW WEEKS, AFTER THAT ILL BE FINE TO PAY MY REG BILLS, TO COMPETE ILL NEED TO TOUR OR HAVE ONE NICE SPONSOR, LETS GET THIS SPORT ALIVE AGAIN THEY WANT TO GET RID OF US…IM SAILING A BOAT INTO THE WIND HERE..;) MY CELL FOR ANY HELP IS 941 536 4841.

iVE SWOLLOWED MY PRIDE A LONG TIME AGO THIS IS NO DIFFERENT, THE DIF IS I TOOK 6YRS AWAY AND LOST IT ALL AND IM TRYING TO MAKE A COMEBACK, THE TIME HAS COME TO GET SOME REAL PERSONALITY ON THAT STAGE AGAIN AND SYMMETRY……

THX U FOR READING, THIS SITE HELPS A BIT ITS GROWING SLOWLY BUT I MAKE SURE I DO NEW CONTENT NOW SO ULL SEE IT WEEKLY NXT LOT ARE ME DOING SOLO PICS DOWN TO NUDE AND VIDEO OF ME WITH A MAN DOING FETISH LIFT AND CARRY V V SENSUAL ….WORTH A LOOK.

AND PLZ GUYS NO MEMBERSHIP PASSWORD SWOPPING OR STEALING MY HARD WORK, THATS KICKING A DOG WHEN ITS DOWN JUST TO GET OFF THINK ABOUT IT, IF U EVER TALK TO ME IM V V FAIR ABOUT APTS OR ANYTHING ELSE AS LONG AS THERE IS MUTUAL RESPECT. I NEED CERTAIN MEDS FROM MY DOC DUE THE 19TH FOR MY BONES IF I DONT GET THEM ITS LIKE RUSSIAN ROULETTE WITH TRAINING SO ITS V V IMPORTANT I TAKE THEM.

OK GOT TO GO PACK I HOPE THIS IS THE LAST TIME I NEED TO BEG I HATE IT AND UR FED UP READING IT, ITS JUST HOW IT IS, THIS DETERMINES IF I HAVE A FAN BASE AT ALL ANYMORE…I PRAY I DO OR IM WASTING MY LIFE.

JOANNA


HBC

Jun 8 2013 |

SORRY ITS THE DAY B4 I PACK A 3 STORY CONDO SO MY DAY HAS NOT GONE AS EXPECTED.

I WILL BE ON THIS EVENING AT 8PM TO 12 MIDNITE EST THX U SORRY FOR THE MESSING AROUND I NORMALLY DO WHAT I SAY BUT THIS I A WEIRD TIME FOR ME WITH THE MOVING AND HAVING A LOT TO DO TOM AND GOING MONDAY, HOPE TO SEE YOU THIS EVENING AS IT WILL HELP WITH MY MOVE.

THX JOANNA