JUST A THOUGHT….AND PLZ CALL ME FOR SESSIONS OVER EMAILS THX U

DEAR FRIENDS,

SORRY FOR THE PUBLIC OUTBURST YESTERDAY, IT WAS NOT TO OFFEND ANYONE BUT RATHER AT THIS STAGE IN MY LIFE I USE THIS BOARD AS A REAL DIARY, I SUPPOSE IF I JUST WROTE ABOUT MY MUSCLES I MAY GET MORE MEMBERS BUT THE REASON I GOT INTO BODYBUILDING WAS SOMETHING VERY FAR FROM THIS AS I WAS SO YOUNG.

I DO HAVE MANY STORIES TO SHARE WITH YOU, SOME FUNNY SOME VERY REAL AND NOT SUP TO BE PUBLIC KNOWLEDGE AND SOME WHEN I HAVE GOOD DAYS OR BAD, I KINDA THINK THAT IN FEB 2011 WHEN I LEFT MY X WHICH AT ONE POINT WHEN IM READY ILL GET INTO MORE BUT I THINK SOMETIMES MAYBE I WAS LEFT IN JUST 2 MUCH OF A HOLE, OTHERS DAYS I SAY FUCK IT IM A FIGHTER AND  BELIEVE IN THE LORD AND I TRY HARD, BUT IVE ALWAYS BEEN A VERY GIVING GIRL UNTIL IT WAS ALL TAKEN FROM ME, BUT MY HEART STILL FEELS THE SAME.

NO IM NOT DOWN IM FINE ACTUALLY GREAT BUT YES I GET DAYS WHEN I FREAK OUT A LITTLE DUE TO LIVING IN A NEW PLACE NEW SET OF CIRCUMSTANCES BUT IF U CUT ME I BLEED WE ARE ALL HUMAN, EVEN IF WE HAVE BEEN ONE OF THE BEST IN THE WORLD, BUT SOMETIMES I JUST DON’T GET IT OR SHALL I ┬áSAY I JUST WONT HAVE IT, NOBODY HAS WALKED IN ANYONE ELSE’S SHOES SO ITS HARD OR EASY FOR OTHER TO COMMENT OR GOSSIP ABOUT SOMETHING THAT I DID OVER 6YRS AGO, THE BODYBUILDING WAS NEVER THE ISSUE IT WAS THE INDUSTRY, AND WHEN CERTAIN THINGS ARE OVER I WILL EXPLAIN WHAT I KNOW WHY? AS I FEEL SO MANY WOMEN GAVE THEIR ALL FOR LITTLE REWARD OR WERE TOLD THEY COULDNT GET A SPONSOR DUE TO A SESSION WHILE THE MEN GET INTO THE OLYMPIA AS GAY PORN STARS AND FELONS….IT MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL…….ITS A 2 TEIR STANDARD.I HAVE MY OWN STORY TO TELL ON THAT ONE DAY, YEA IT MAY TURN YOU ON LISTENING TO ME TALKING ABOUT HOW HARD I AM OR HOW BIG MY CLIT IS BUT THATS HORSE PLAY…AND IF U LIKE ILL WRITE A FAKE IF I MET YOU IN A ROOM SENARIO….LOL OR U MEET ME.

ON THE CAR I CAN ONLY TAKE IT SHORT DISTANCES ENOUGH TO GO TO A SMALLER GYM AND A DIF TANNING JOINT IM GRATEFUL COULD BE WORSE COULD BE BIKING IT WHICH I DID FOR 2 YRS ONCE.MY HOPE IS MY FANS COME BACK I HAVE CHANGED BUT IN A MATURE WAY AND A MORE CALM WAY IF U MEET ME ACTUALLY,THIS YR IS A MAKE OR BREAK IT ONE AS BEFORE I HAD MY PAINT JOB BUT IT WAS ENOUGH TO LIVE BUT NOT TO CHANGE THE PAST MY DREAM IS TO GET MY OLD REAL LIFE BACK AND IT CAN HAPPEN AS LONG AS THE FANS OR FRIENDS SEE ME FOR SESSIONS IN CITIES OR CAM OR JOINING THE SITE OR JUST TO BE KIND AND SPONSOR, WHEN I HAD MONEY A FEW YRS AGO I HELPED MANY PEOPLE AND GAVE A LOT OF IT AWAY ITS JUST MY NATURE, NOW AS I GET OLDER I HAVE TO BE WISE AND FIND A WAY TO STILL HELP OTHERS WHILE STILL CHANGING MY LIFE FOR THE BEST.

OK GUYS IN TAMPA , DETROIT, NJ , PHILLY PLZ CALL ME OVER EMAILS, EMAILS ARE NOT PERSONAL TO ME AND A QUICK CHAT CAN ANSWER WHAT 20 EMAILS CAN IN 10 MINS, IF UR MARRIED DONT WORRY IVE MET 100S OF YOU WINK I LISTEN CAREFULLY AND I DO AS U ASK SO I WONT CALL U BACK OR TXT U UNLESS U ASK ME TO DO SO NOR ARE U OBLIGATED TO SEE ME, ITS JUST A CHAT, THE INTERNET IS USED FAR 2 MUCH THESE DAYS AND PEOPLE HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO TALK ON THE PHONE, I AM NOT SOME NEWBIE GAL I KNOW THE GAME AND I WONT SCREW UP UR LIFE I MAKE NOTES IF ITS CALLED FOR, BUT I WONT DO AN APT UNLESS I KNOW U WITHOUT A NUMBER AS IVE HAD 2 MANY NO SHOWS THATS JUST FUCKING PATHETIC SORRY….ID NEVER DO THAT 2 EVEN A DOG…BUT I KNOW 50% OF YOU ARE STILL GREAT AMAZING MEN THAT ID LOVE TO MEET THE REST TRY BACK PAGE LOL I COULD WRITE A BOOK ON THAT 50%, I WANT NICE KIND CLIENTS THAT GIVE A CRAP ABOUT WOMEN AND BODYBUILDING WHERE THEY ENJOY A HARD SEXY BODY AND FUN….CANT SAY IT ENOUGH ITS FUN TO DO APTS, THATS WHY I WANT TO DO THEM AND I LOVE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AS WELL AS VERY GOOD FREINDS.

OK WELL THATS IT FOR TODAY I GUESS BUT PLZ CALL ME PLZ I GET 2 MANY EMAILS AND I CANT JUST SIT ALL DAY DOING THEM I WISH I COULD, BUT THAT WOULD NOT HELP, SO I TRY TO ANSWER WHAT I CAN AND IM GRATEFUL TO ANYONE AND I MEAN ANYONE THAT DOES EMAIL, IF YOU DONT HEAR FROM ME ITS DUE TO TIME AND AMOUNT, NOT THAT I DONT LOVE YOU;)

OK 941 536 4841 U KNOW WHERE IM TOURING IM THE BIGGEST EVER IN MY LIFE SO COME SEE ME LET OFF THAT STEAM AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN….I REALLY ENJOY MYSELF..;)

LOVE YOU WHOM JOIN MY SITE, PLZ GUYS JOIN IF U HAVE NOT I DRIVE TO THE OTHER SIDE OF FLORIDA TO DO A SHOOT EACH MONTH SO I HAVE NEW CONTENT AS THATS WHAT U DESERVE FROM ME….IM HAPPY TO DO IT..BUT PLZ SUPPORT US..AS IN TIME ULL SEE BODYBUILDING WOMEN WILL GET A LOT MORE RARE AND I MEAN GOOD ONES…AND HOW DO U TREAT A RARE OBJECT…U WANT TO SEE IT BUY IT AND TAKECARE OF IT….LOL ITS A JOKE

941 536 4841 I DONT BITE JUST RESPECT MY PRIVACY THATS IT.

HUGS GODBLESS AND LOVE

JOANNA AKA THE ORIGINAL BUFFBARBIE THE REST ASIDE THE PLASTIC DOLL ARE COPY CATS LOL


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