moving day 0 HELP GREAT my last entry until i get internet where i move sorry

DEAR FRIENDS

THIS COULD BE MY LAST ENTRY FOR A LITTLE BIT, WHEN I GET TO FORT LAUDERDALE IM SUPPOSED TO HAVE INTERNET WHICH I PRAY THAT I DO AS THAT WILL BE MY ONLY WORK WHEN I 1ST GET THERE, IVE ALSO MISSED TRAINING DUE TO BEING UNWELL AND WITH MOVING THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE HAS REALLY UPSET ME, I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING I BUILT THE PAST 2HALF YRS IS DOWN THE TOILET. ITS HARD TO DO CAM WHEN UR NOT IN THE RIGHT MOOD EITHER.

ALL I CAN SAY IS IM GOING TO BE BROKE UNTIL I CAN GET MY 15 DAYS OF CAM IN, THE GYM IS NOT CLOSE AND THE TANNING BEDS THERE ARE NOT CHEAP, I PUT HALF MY CASH OUT ON NEW SUPPLIMENTS IM SAYING THIS SO U KNOW IM TRYING MY BEST, BUT NOW ITS PUT ME IN A HARD PLACE FOR A WHILE, ME AND STRESS DO NOT GO WELL, ILL END UP GETTING A LOAN I GUESS FROM A FRIEND TO MAKE IT BUT ITS A SAD DAY FOR ME, FORT LAUDERDALE HOLDS BAD MEMORIES FOR ME, I LIVED THERE FOR 5YRS MY 1ST CITY I LIVED IN MOSTLY DUE TO XS, BUT I ALSO HAD GOOD TIMES AND GOOD FRIENDS.

AFTER BEING INDEPENDANT AND HAVING MY OWN HOME FOR THE PAST 2HALF YRS ITS HARD TO PUT TRUST IN SOMEONE ELSES, ITS THEIR HOME NOT YOURS, IM HOPING IT WORKS OUT.

IF U CAN HELP ME AT ALL MAYBE PAYPAL PROJOTRAINER@YAHOO.COM OR AN APT 941 536 4841, ALL I NEED IS 3 DAYS BACK IN THE GYM AND 2 TANNING BEDS AND ILL BE BACK TO WHAT I WAS I BOUNCE BACK V V FAST ITS MY GENETICS.

UH I HATE MOVING, PLZ PRAY FOR ME THAT THIS WORKS OUT THE NXT 6MTHS IF IT DOESNT I COULD BE SELLING MY CAR FOR SCRAP AND GOING HOME, WHAT ID LIKE IS TO LAUNCH MY CLIPS SITE FOR THIS SITE TO DO BETTER, SAVE UP TO TOUR AGAIN AS I ENJOY THE FUN AND MAYBE DO SOME PERSONAL TRAINING AT THE NEW GYM IM GOING TOO.

ONCE I GET THERE TODAY AND UNLOAD I HAVE TO DROP MY TRUCK OFF TOMORROW, PLUS THEN CLEAN THE CRAP OUT OF THE BEDRM BATHRM AND KITCHEN THEN UNPACK ITS QUITE A LOT, SO THE NXT 2 DAYS IM OUT DOING ALL OF THAT, THEN ILL BE ABLE TO TRAIN AGAIN AND TAN.

AGAIN THIS IS MY LAST TIME ASKING FOR ANY HELP ONCE I START WORK THE 15TH TO 30TH JULY 5TH ILL BE OK ITS JUST BETWEEN NOW AND THEN ITS GOING TO BE V HARD. U CAN CONTACT ME ON 941 536 4841.

I REALLY HOPE THIS COMEBACK CAN WORK, IM STARTING TO QUESTION IT AND QUESTION WHY IM NOT BACK AT HOME USING THE FREE EDUCATION AND FREE HEALTH SERVICES I COULD HAVE INSTEAD OF WORRYING ALL THE TIME, UNLESS UR AT THE TOP IT SEEMS SO DIFFERENT NOW, IT MAKES ME SAD, I WILL TRY HARD THE NXT YR AND SEE IF FANS DO CARE, I HOPE TO MAKE IT HERE AND HAVE A HAPPY LIFE AGAIN AS I DID IN 03 TO 07.

YES I MUST DO THIS FOR MYSELF IM 36 BUT ALL I HAVE IS MY BODY SO HOW I MAKE INCOME IS DOWN TO FANS FROM CAM TO P T TO SESSIONS AND PHOTO SHOOTS SKYPE ETC ITS NOT THE SAME AS A JOB WHERE U MAKE AN HRLY RATE SO THATS WHY RELYING ON JUST THIS IS SO STRESSFUL, FAILURE IS SOMETHING WE ARE ALL AFRAID OFF.

GODBLESS YOU, AND IF U CAN HELP EVEN 20BUCKS BE GREAT, AS I SAID I CAN DO THE REST MYSELF ONCE IVE MOVED, MOST PEOPLE HAVE WIFES OF FAMILES  WHEN THEY MOVE THE ONES THAT SAVED ME KNOW IM MOVING TODAY AND HAVENT HAD A GOODBYE GOODLUCK ANYTHING AND I CONSIDERED THEM MY FAMILY AGAIN SAD BUT IM GRATEFUL TO THEM OR I WOULDNT BE HERE WRITING THIS CRAP TO YOU NOW LOL

OK GUYS GOT TO GO MOVE A TON, I CAME HERE ON A BUS FEB 7TH 2011 WITH 1 SUITCASE, NOW IM LEAVING WITH A 10FT TRUCK AND A CAR ON THE BACK…I THINK A BIG STEP UP FROM 29MTHS AGO 😉

IF U HELP THE CASH WOULD GO TOWARDS MEDICATION I NEED FOR MY BONES OR I COULD FRACTURE MYSELF TRAINING, FOOD FOR DIETING, TANNING GAS FOR THE CAR TO GET TO THE GYM, I GOT MY CELL BILL AND I CAN MOVE MY CAR INS WORST SENARIO TO JULY 5TH.

OK LOVE YOU ALL, CANT WAIT TO JUST UNPACK AND MAKE SOME SORT OF HOME FOR MYSELF, I HAVE TO DRIVE OVER HERE EVER 2 MTHS 2 SEE MY DOCTOR 3 HALF HOUR, TODAY WITH A CAR PULL IT WILL BE 55 60 MILES AN HOUR AND 4 HALF HOUR AT A GUESS OH BOY…..

I HOPE TO START WRITING FUN JOYFUL DIARIES AS IM SUPPOSED TOO 😉 BUT ITS A SOUNDING BOARD FOR ME AND U DONT HAVE TO READ IT …LOL UD PROB WANT TO SLIT UR WRISTS NOW…..A JOKE.

oK MY CELL IS 941 536 4841….PLZ FANS COME BACK TO ME BUFFBARBIE XXX THATS ALL I WANT. IM STILL ME.

NEW CONTENT COMING OUT THIS WEEK I HAVE BEEN TOLD ME WITH A MAN HE CAM ON MY FEET AND SOLO PICS, YES OFFSEASON BUT PICS DONT SHOW HOW HARD U ARE , WHEN U TOUCH ME ASIDE MY BIG BOOBS LOL IM HARD AND AT 172 IS HUGE AT 5FT 2…DOING IT ON  A BUDGET 2 THE PAST 3MTHS….GENETICS…AND CRAZY ME.

LOTS OF LOVE AND PLZ JOIN THIS SITE IT WILL HELP ME WITH MY TRAINING AND FOR ME TO LIVE HERE IN THE USA A COUNTRY I CALL HOME.

HUG GODBLESS U ALL JOANNA


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