moved , new sexy content , a thank you , availabilty….;)

Jun 21 2013 |

Dear Friends

HOPE YOUR ENJOYING MY NEW CONTENT??? IT WAS A LOT OF FUN TO DO AND MY LAST SHOOT AT MY OLD CONDO.

IM HUGE 174LBS OF MUSCLE HARD BIG STRONG …HOPE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY MEN…..?

THX YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED ME WITH MY MOVE I COULDNT HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT THE FEW THAT HELPED, IT WILL BE 2 WEEKS ON MONDAY AND ITS TAKEN THAT TIME TO ADJUST TO A VERY DIFFERENT PLACE, ALTHOUGH I DID LIVE HERE YRS AGO IT WAS MORE NORTH.

ONE GREAT THING I FOUND OUT WAS THAT THE NEW GYM OWNER OF WORLD GYM IS A GOOD GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND SO THATS HELPED A BIT BUT THE TANNING OMG LOL BUT THATS THE EAST C FOR YOU, I HAVE NOW JUST TRAINED EVERY BODYPART ONCE SINCE I GOT HERE , I MISSED AROUND 10DAYS TOTAL WITH THE MOVE AND AROUND 6LBS WITH THE STRESS, HOWEVER I DID WANT TO DIET DOWN A BIT AND SO HAVE BEEN CHANGING THINGS AROUND SO I DO DROP DOWN A BIT SO FAR IM DOWN FROM 174 TO 165, LOOK  LESS PUFFY IN FACE ETC.WHEN A MALE BODYBUILDER REACHES THEIR BIGGEST THEY HAVE ROUND FACES BUT LOOK AT THE FUCKING MUSCLE LOL..SAME SHIT FOR A FEMALE..

BUT STILL BIG…JUST CHANGING THE COURSE OF WHAT IM DOING TO MY BODY ITS A PROCESS OF STAGES….

HOWEVER THE NEW CONTENT IS OF ME AS MY BIGGEST AND ASIDE A LITTLE PUFFINESS OF THE FACE AS I AM 5FT 2 AND 174 IN  THOSE PICS THATS FUCKING HUGE ULL SEE HOW BIG IVE GOT IN THE LAST FEW MTHS THIS IS WHY SPONSORSHIP EVEN A FEW MINS OF CAM OR AN APT OR JOINING THE SITE IS SO IMPORTANT FOR ME TO KEEP IMPROVING, IN THE NEW CONTENT ULL SEE ME WITH A MALE A 1ST OF MANY FOR THIS SITE ON VIDEO AND OF ME DOING SOLO STILLS, GETTING UP TO SOME  FUN THE POOR MAN…IM NOW TRAINING AND WILL SORT A NEW SHOOT, PLUS WANT TO TOUR AGAIN.

PLUS WITH LIFES LITTLE MOMENTS LIKE MY CAR TAKING A SHIT YESTERDAY I HAD TO GET A NEW BATTERY AND DO THE OIL, THE WORLD GYM AND TAN IS A 30MILE ROUND TRIP BUT ITS WORTH IT.PLUS MY UK PASSPORT HAS RAN OUT A MTH AGO AND SO AM TRYING TO SORT THAT OUT 2 WHICH IF U DONT GT IT TOTALLY RIGHT U LOOSE THE MONEY YOU SEND OFF..GREAT HUH? SO THINGS LIKE THIS TAKE UP MY DAY AT TIMES.

I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY BIG HARD MUSCLES I KNOW A FEW OF YOU HAVE BEEN ASKING ME ABOUT APTS, I WILL BE FREE THIS WEEK COMING AS I HAD TOLD YOU BY TXT OR CALL, SO FRM MONDAY COMING F YOUD LIKE TO SEE ME PLZ TXT ME OVER THE WEEKEND OR CALL ME NXT WEEK, MAKE SURE ITS THE AM B4 THE PM OR BEST STILL THE DAY B4, ITS BEST THAT YOU TXT OR CALL ME OVER EMAILS, UNFORTUNATELY OVER TIME MY EMAIL HAS GOT OUT OF HAND AND WITHOUT A SOLID WEEK OF NOT WORKING AT ALL OR TRAINING TO ANSWER THEM WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE I WILL HAVE TO RESTART WITH WHATS NO OLDER THAN A MTH OLD, IF U HAVE EMAILED ME B4 THAT I APPOLOGISE IM ONE PERSON AND GET A LOT OF MAIL.B UT I AM GRATEFUL AND IF U WOULD LIKE TO TRY ME AGAIN THIS TIME I WILL SET TIME ASIDE A COUPLE DAYS A WEEK TO REPLY TO THEM, ANYONE WHOM CONTACTS ME I AM GRATEFUL TOO IM NOT UP MY ARSE TRUST ME IM VERY DOWN TO EARTH GAL.

WHEN I TOUR AGAIN THEN EMAIL WILL BE PRIORITY SAME WITH  MY PHONE AND SO I WILL EMAIL YOU BACK, PLUS I WILL POST ON SEVERAL SITES ABOUT MY TOUR, IT WILL BE A SMALL ONE TO START AND IN TIME INCREASE THE SIZE, BUT THIS IS GOING TO TAKE A LITTLE TIME, I MUST START WEBCAM WORK AND HOPE TO SEE SOME GUYS IN APTS AGAIN NXT WEEK THEN ILL BE TOURING.

SO PLZ ENJOY THE BIGGEST IVE EVER EVER BEEN IN MY NEW CONTENT MY VIRGIN CLIPS OF ME WITH A MALE FOR THE SITE AND ME SHOWING OFF THE HARD WORK IVE PUT INTO MY OFFSEASON, YOU DONT GROW WITHOUT AN OFFSEASON AND THATS WHY I DID IT.

LOVE TO SEE YOU FOR AN APT I CANT DO THEM HERE  BUT HAVE AN EASY SOLUTION FOR THAT PLUS I DRIVE , ITS A LOT BUSIER THAN THE WEST COAST FOR SURE…IM GLAD OF THAT.

MY CELL 941 536 4841

IM GLAD TO E BACK ILL BE ON HERE SEVERAL TIMES A WEEK NOW KEEP YOU POSTED, COME SEE ME HAVE SOME FUN AND SUPPORT ME AT THE SAME TIME. AND YES I AM LOOKING FOR SPONSORS AS I AIM TO COMPETE NXT YR IM SERIOUS, ITS DOWN TO TIME AND CASH SIMPLY, I KNOW WHAT TO DO MY END 😉

ILL BE OVER TO THE WEST COAST IN JULY ALSO FOR 1 NITE  SO THE DAY B4 AND AM THE NXT DAY.

ANY QUESTIONS ON WANTING AN APT, 2 SPONSORSHIP OR A FRIENDLY HEY U HAVE MY NUMBER 941 536 4841

GOT TO GO TRAIN CHEST…GOT TO GO EAT..OH YES…..AND ENJOY ME WITH MY MAN ON CAM …;)

I HAVE SO MANY PLANS ….SO PLZ KEEP JOINING THE SITE SO I CAN GET THE OUTFITS THE MODELS AND LOCATIONS TO FILM MORE OF WHAT MODERN FANS WANT NOW  I.E  LIFT CARRY FETISH WRESTLING ETC WITH SOME OLDER STUFF MIXED IN.BUFF BARBIE HAS TO CHANGE WITH THE TIMES.

plz keep supporting and staying members of the site it has so much hard work here and fun to keep you held up in a rm for weeks lol 😉

JOANNA XXX

 

 

 


moving day 0 HELP GREAT my last entry until i get internet where i move sorry

Jun 10 2013 |

DEAR FRIENDS

THIS COULD BE MY LAST ENTRY FOR A LITTLE BIT, WHEN I GET TO FORT LAUDERDALE IM SUPPOSED TO HAVE INTERNET WHICH I PRAY THAT I DO AS THAT WILL BE MY ONLY WORK WHEN I 1ST GET THERE, IVE ALSO MISSED TRAINING DUE TO BEING UNWELL AND WITH MOVING THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE HAS REALLY UPSET ME, I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING I BUILT THE PAST 2HALF YRS IS DOWN THE TOILET. ITS HARD TO DO CAM WHEN UR NOT IN THE RIGHT MOOD EITHER.

ALL I CAN SAY IS IM GOING TO BE BROKE UNTIL I CAN GET MY 15 DAYS OF CAM IN, THE GYM IS NOT CLOSE AND THE TANNING BEDS THERE ARE NOT CHEAP, I PUT HALF MY CASH OUT ON NEW SUPPLIMENTS IM SAYING THIS SO U KNOW IM TRYING MY BEST, BUT NOW ITS PUT ME IN A HARD PLACE FOR A WHILE, ME AND STRESS DO NOT GO WELL, ILL END UP GETTING A LOAN I GUESS FROM A FRIEND TO MAKE IT BUT ITS A SAD DAY FOR ME, FORT LAUDERDALE HOLDS BAD MEMORIES FOR ME, I LIVED THERE FOR 5YRS MY 1ST CITY I LIVED IN MOSTLY DUE TO XS, BUT I ALSO HAD GOOD TIMES AND GOOD FRIENDS.

AFTER BEING INDEPENDANT AND HAVING MY OWN HOME FOR THE PAST 2HALF YRS ITS HARD TO PUT TRUST IN SOMEONE ELSES, ITS THEIR HOME NOT YOURS, IM HOPING IT WORKS OUT.

IF U CAN HELP ME AT ALL MAYBE PAYPAL PROJOTRAINER@YAHOO.COM OR AN APT 941 536 4841, ALL I NEED IS 3 DAYS BACK IN THE GYM AND 2 TANNING BEDS AND ILL BE BACK TO WHAT I WAS I BOUNCE BACK V V FAST ITS MY GENETICS.

UH I HATE MOVING, PLZ PRAY FOR ME THAT THIS WORKS OUT THE NXT 6MTHS IF IT DOESNT I COULD BE SELLING MY CAR FOR SCRAP AND GOING HOME, WHAT ID LIKE IS TO LAUNCH MY CLIPS SITE FOR THIS SITE TO DO BETTER, SAVE UP TO TOUR AGAIN AS I ENJOY THE FUN AND MAYBE DO SOME PERSONAL TRAINING AT THE NEW GYM IM GOING TOO.

ONCE I GET THERE TODAY AND UNLOAD I HAVE TO DROP MY TRUCK OFF TOMORROW, PLUS THEN CLEAN THE CRAP OUT OF THE BEDRM BATHRM AND KITCHEN THEN UNPACK ITS QUITE A LOT, SO THE NXT 2 DAYS IM OUT DOING ALL OF THAT, THEN ILL BE ABLE TO TRAIN AGAIN AND TAN.

AGAIN THIS IS MY LAST TIME ASKING FOR ANY HELP ONCE I START WORK THE 15TH TO 30TH JULY 5TH ILL BE OK ITS JUST BETWEEN NOW AND THEN ITS GOING TO BE V HARD. U CAN CONTACT ME ON 941 536 4841.

I REALLY HOPE THIS COMEBACK CAN WORK, IM STARTING TO QUESTION IT AND QUESTION WHY IM NOT BACK AT HOME USING THE FREE EDUCATION AND FREE HEALTH SERVICES I COULD HAVE INSTEAD OF WORRYING ALL THE TIME, UNLESS UR AT THE TOP IT SEEMS SO DIFFERENT NOW, IT MAKES ME SAD, I WILL TRY HARD THE NXT YR AND SEE IF FANS DO CARE, I HOPE TO MAKE IT HERE AND HAVE A HAPPY LIFE AGAIN AS I DID IN 03 TO 07.

YES I MUST DO THIS FOR MYSELF IM 36 BUT ALL I HAVE IS MY BODY SO HOW I MAKE INCOME IS DOWN TO FANS FROM CAM TO P T TO SESSIONS AND PHOTO SHOOTS SKYPE ETC ITS NOT THE SAME AS A JOB WHERE U MAKE AN HRLY RATE SO THATS WHY RELYING ON JUST THIS IS SO STRESSFUL, FAILURE IS SOMETHING WE ARE ALL AFRAID OFF.

GODBLESS YOU, AND IF U CAN HELP EVEN 20BUCKS BE GREAT, AS I SAID I CAN DO THE REST MYSELF ONCE IVE MOVED, MOST PEOPLE HAVE WIFES OF FAMILES  WHEN THEY MOVE THE ONES THAT SAVED ME KNOW IM MOVING TODAY AND HAVENT HAD A GOODBYE GOODLUCK ANYTHING AND I CONSIDERED THEM MY FAMILY AGAIN SAD BUT IM GRATEFUL TO THEM OR I WOULDNT BE HERE WRITING THIS CRAP TO YOU NOW LOL

OK GUYS GOT TO GO MOVE A TON, I CAME HERE ON A BUS FEB 7TH 2011 WITH 1 SUITCASE, NOW IM LEAVING WITH A 10FT TRUCK AND A CAR ON THE BACK…I THINK A BIG STEP UP FROM 29MTHS AGO 😉

IF U HELP THE CASH WOULD GO TOWARDS MEDICATION I NEED FOR MY BONES OR I COULD FRACTURE MYSELF TRAINING, FOOD FOR DIETING, TANNING GAS FOR THE CAR TO GET TO THE GYM, I GOT MY CELL BILL AND I CAN MOVE MY CAR INS WORST SENARIO TO JULY 5TH.

OK LOVE YOU ALL, CANT WAIT TO JUST UNPACK AND MAKE SOME SORT OF HOME FOR MYSELF, I HAVE TO DRIVE OVER HERE EVER 2 MTHS 2 SEE MY DOCTOR 3 HALF HOUR, TODAY WITH A CAR PULL IT WILL BE 55 60 MILES AN HOUR AND 4 HALF HOUR AT A GUESS OH BOY…..

I HOPE TO START WRITING FUN JOYFUL DIARIES AS IM SUPPOSED TOO 😉 BUT ITS A SOUNDING BOARD FOR ME AND U DONT HAVE TO READ IT …LOL UD PROB WANT TO SLIT UR WRISTS NOW…..A JOKE.

oK MY CELL IS 941 536 4841….PLZ FANS COME BACK TO ME BUFFBARBIE XXX THATS ALL I WANT. IM STILL ME.

NEW CONTENT COMING OUT THIS WEEK I HAVE BEEN TOLD ME WITH A MAN HE CAM ON MY FEET AND SOLO PICS, YES OFFSEASON BUT PICS DONT SHOW HOW HARD U ARE , WHEN U TOUCH ME ASIDE MY BIG BOOBS LOL IM HARD AND AT 172 IS HUGE AT 5FT 2…DOING IT ON  A BUDGET 2 THE PAST 3MTHS….GENETICS…AND CRAZY ME.

LOTS OF LOVE AND PLZ JOIN THIS SITE IT WILL HELP ME WITH MY TRAINING AND FOR ME TO LIVE HERE IN THE USA A COUNTRY I CALL HOME.

HUG GODBLESS U ALL JOANNA


A FINAL ASK FOR HELP AND SUPPORT.

Jun 9 2013 |

DEAR FRIENDS.

EVERYTIME I ASK FOR HELP DOESNT MAKE ME FEEL GOOD, IT MAKES ME QUESTION MY COMEBACK TO BODYBUILDING , IT MAKES ME FEEL STUPID ACTUALLY I FEEL LIKE A CHICK ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD WITH A SIGN.

MOST PRO BODYBUILDERS WHOM HAVE HAD A LONGTIME OUT NEVER RETURN TO IT THE HILL IS TO STEEP FOR LITTLE REWARD AT THE TOP YET EVEN THO COMPETING COSTS 5K A GO WITH 0 PRIZE MONEY MY REASON FOR MY COMEBACK IS VERY SPECIAL TO ME, SINCE 2001 WHEN I WON MY 1ST PRO SHOW THE JANTANA I HAVE NEVER HAD A FULL 12 MTHS OF PREP, ITS NOT ABOUT WINNNING WITH POLITICS AND ME BEING OUT 6YRS I AM FACING A BATTLE AND A HALF, IT HAS TO BE DONE RIGHT, AS WELL AS THERE BEING NO WEIGHT CLASSES FOR THE WOMEN WHICH IN MY OPINION IS MORE NEEDED THEN THE 205 CLASS FOR THE MEN ! DUE TO BENG 5FT 2 I PROBABLY WONT DO AS WELL AS THE OLD DAYS EVEN WITH THE RIGHT COACH HOWEVER  U JUST DONT KNOW THAT.

I BEGAN BODYBUILDING AT 15 AND AM TO DATE THE YOUNGEST TO DO SO AT JUST TURNING 21, BACK THEN I HAD A FIRE SO GREAT IN MY HEART NOTHING COULD STOP ME, IT WASNT UNTIL I GOT TO THE TOP TWICE THAT  I SAW HOW DIFFERENTLY THEN WOMEN WERE TREATED TO THE MEN THAT I REALISED WHAT HAD I DONE? HERE I AM DEVOTING 9YRS OF MY LIFE 2 24YRS OLD LIVING LIKE A ROBOT AS I THOUGHT I COULD GET SPONSORS AND A GREAT LIFE HERE IN THE USA, AND THEN I SEE A DIFFERENT WORLD. IT BROKE MY HEART.ANY GAL THAT CONTINUES TO COMPETE DOESNT DO IT FOR THE CASH U ARE LOOKING AT LOSING IT AND GOING THROUGH SHEER PAIN TO GET TO THAT SHOW BUT INSIDE WHEN UR ON THAT STAGE AS I FELT U FEEL AT HOME ITS WHERE YOU FEEL YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ITS NOT EASY TO EXPLAIN THIS EVEN THRU WHAT i JUST SAID BUT BODYBUILDING IS NOT A SPORT FOR ME ITS WHAT I AM, I HAV NEVER BEEN AN ADULT WITHOUT IT ITS THE ONLY THING THAT HAS STAYED WITH ME THRU MY LIFE.

i AM  MOVING TOMORROW TO A NEW CITY TO A NEW HOME AND TO START WITH WILL ONLY HAVE WEBCAM, THIS WILL PUT ME IN A HARD POSITION FOR THE 1ST FEW WEEKS, i DIDNT WANT TO GO BUT MY CONDO WAS SOLD THAT I RENTED AND WITH BAD CREDIT DUE TO MY X BEING A JEALOUS MAN I COULD NOT RAISE WHAT WAS NEEDED TO MOVE, LIFE MAKES U LAUGH WHEN I HAD MONEY AND WAS DRIVING NEW CARS ASK ANYONE I MAY HAVE BEEN A BIT WILD BUT I HELPED MANY PEOPLE, I HAD A BOND WITH GOD AND FELT IT RIGHT I STILL DO, ONEDAY I HOPE ONCE I SORT THINGS OUT FROM MY PAST AND MAYBE COMPETE NXT YR AT THIS STAGE IM CONFUSED TO WHAT HAPPENED TO MY FAN BASE, YRS AGO I HAD A LOT ENOUGH TO LIVE A GREAT LIFE AND DO WHATEVER I WANTED, I TAKE 6 YRS OUT AND RETURN AND YES I SEE SOME BUT THE MAJORITY I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED I PUT IT DOWN TO YOU MAYBE THINKING I DESERTED YOU IN A WAY I DID BUT IT WAS AT 31 AFTER 2 MS OLYMPIAS WITH 0 SPONSORSHIP OFFERS I THOUGHT IT WAS A CHANCE A LOVE AFTER 3 YRS SINGLE I ADMIT I FELT ALONE AT THAT POINT MUSCLE OR NOT A WOMEN HAS A WOMENS HEART, I WENT AFTER A MAN I FELT WOULD LOVE ME FOR ME NOT FOR MY MUSCLE BUT FOR MY SOUL I WANTED A SOUL MATE, U CANT BLAME ME FOR THAT.

THE WORLD HAS ALSO CHANGED, WHEN I STARTED BACK I TALKED TO SEVERAL BIG SITES AND OTHERS AND FOUND THAT THE FAN BASE HAD MOVED CHANGED, IM ONE PERSON WHO IS ALONE IN THE USA AND AM DOING MY BEST, WHEN I WAS IN CONTEST SHAPE REGUARDLESS OF WHAT I HEARD I KNOW I HAVE A LOT OF GUYS OR FANS THAT LOVED MY LOOK, I WANT TO COMPETE NXT YR.

RIGHT NOW I CAN TELL YOU DUE TO MY BONES AND HAVING OSTEOPORISIS I WONT BE ABLE TO BE DOING THIS IS 20YRS, IF IM GOING TO COMPETE ITS THE NXT 2 OR 3, THEN I HAVE TO RETIRE OR ACCESS THE SITUATION AT THAT TIME, RIGHT NOW IM GOING AGAINST A TOP ORTHOPEDIC DOC AND AM DOING BODYBUILDING ANYWAY ALTHOUGH Y BONES ARE AGED AT 65 AT 36.

IM MOVING THIS MOVE HAS REALLY HURT ME INSIDE AS THIS IS THE 1ST HOME I HAS WITHOUT MY X AND I STARTED A NEW LIFE SINGLE MADE A LIFE , NOW I HAVE TO LEAVE, THE PAST 2 WEEKS I HAVE BEEN SO STRESSED I GOT SICK FOR 3 DAYS, THEN WITH MOVING IM LOOSING 3 OT 4 DAYS, IM SCARED RIGHT NOW AS I HOPE WHEN I GET THERE I HAVE INTERNET SET UP I HAVE BEEN ASKING THEM FOR A MTH, BUT I HAVE MEDICATIONS I MUST GET AS WELL AS FOOD GAS, ITS GOING TO BE V TIGHT, FROM THE 15TH TO THE 30TH ILL BE OK ILL GET PAID 5TH JULY BUT UNTIL THEN IM GOING TO STRUGGLE UNLESS I GET APTS IN FORT LAUDERDALE OR I GET SOME HELP HERE, U CAN SEE ME ON SKYPE MY NAME IS PROJOTRAINER OR HBC OR AN APT SESSION OR EVEN PERSONAL TRAINING OR MAYBE UR A BIZ MAN FROM ANOTHER COUNTRY THAT WOULD LOVE TO SEE ME COMPETE NXT YR WHOM WOULD PAYPAL ME SAME HERE IN THE USA MY PAYPAL IS PROJOTRAINER@YAHOO.COM.

AGAIN WHEN I 1ST MOVE I WILL ONLY HAVE WEBCAM , IN TIME I NEED TO GET BACK TOURING, I JUST SPENT HALF MY CASH ON  NEW SUPPLIMENTS TO START DROPPING DOWN BODYFAT FOR PICS AND VIDEOS, BUT I STILL NEED REG SUPPLMENTS GAS FOOD HAIR MAKEUP NAILS WAXING, EITHER WAY ITS UP TO YOU BUT I HAVE A GOOD MEMORY AND ANYONE THAT HELPS ME EVEN IF ITS A FRONT FOR A SESSION IN THEIR CITY I WONT FORGET, JULY 5TH ILL BE OK AGAIN, BUT IF U HAD A SISTER MOTHER OR FRIEND WOULD U WANT THEM PACKING ALONE DRIVING A TRUCK WITH THEIR CAR BEHIND ACROSS STATE ALONE? NO. ITS NOT YOUR PROBLEM BUT IF ANYONE CAN SPONSOR ME UNTIL JULY 5TH ID BE V V GRATEFUL, IM TRYING V V HARD THIS IS NOT EASY I HAVE A PLAN THAT CAN GET ME TO THE TOP NXT YR BUT I NEED MY FANS TO COME BACK TO ME, YES THERE ARE MANY NEW GALS TO SEE BUT THINK ABOUT IT IS IT JUST UR GROIN U CARE ABOUT OR DO U CARE ABOUT THE SPORT OF BODYBUILDING, LIKE SESSIONS YRS AGO GUYS WANTED MUSCLE WORSHIP NOW HALF SEEM TO ONLY CARE ABOUT CERTAIN BODYPARTS THIS IS NOT WHAT SESSIONS WERE REALLY DEVISED FOR ALTHOUGH IVE ADAPTED AS MANY HAVE, IF UR A REAL FAN OF WOMENS BODYBUILDING THEN FEEL MY SOUL HEART FOR THIS SPORT, IVE NEVER USED A SUGAR DADDY IVE TRIED TO DO THIS ALONE BUT I DO NEED HELP FOR NOW UNTIL SOME PLANS I HAVE START ASAP.

ANYONE THAT JOINS THIS SITE IM GRATEFUL TO YOU, BUT IM STILL A WOMEN AND IM WORRIED ABOUT MOVING AND MAKING IT THE 1ST FEW WEEKS, AFTER THAT ILL BE FINE TO PAY MY REG BILLS, TO COMPETE ILL NEED TO TOUR OR HAVE ONE NICE SPONSOR, LETS GET THIS SPORT ALIVE AGAIN THEY WANT TO GET RID OF US…IM SAILING A BOAT INTO THE WIND HERE..;) MY CELL FOR ANY HELP IS 941 536 4841.

iVE SWOLLOWED MY PRIDE A LONG TIME AGO THIS IS NO DIFFERENT, THE DIF IS I TOOK 6YRS AWAY AND LOST IT ALL AND IM TRYING TO MAKE A COMEBACK, THE TIME HAS COME TO GET SOME REAL PERSONALITY ON THAT STAGE AGAIN AND SYMMETRY……

THX U FOR READING, THIS SITE HELPS A BIT ITS GROWING SLOWLY BUT I MAKE SURE I DO NEW CONTENT NOW SO ULL SEE IT WEEKLY NXT LOT ARE ME DOING SOLO PICS DOWN TO NUDE AND VIDEO OF ME WITH A MAN DOING FETISH LIFT AND CARRY V V SENSUAL ….WORTH A LOOK.

AND PLZ GUYS NO MEMBERSHIP PASSWORD SWOPPING OR STEALING MY HARD WORK, THATS KICKING A DOG WHEN ITS DOWN JUST TO GET OFF THINK ABOUT IT, IF U EVER TALK TO ME IM V V FAIR ABOUT APTS OR ANYTHING ELSE AS LONG AS THERE IS MUTUAL RESPECT. I NEED CERTAIN MEDS FROM MY DOC DUE THE 19TH FOR MY BONES IF I DONT GET THEM ITS LIKE RUSSIAN ROULETTE WITH TRAINING SO ITS V V IMPORTANT I TAKE THEM.

OK GOT TO GO PACK I HOPE THIS IS THE LAST TIME I NEED TO BEG I HATE IT AND UR FED UP READING IT, ITS JUST HOW IT IS, THIS DETERMINES IF I HAVE A FAN BASE AT ALL ANYMORE…I PRAY I DO OR IM WASTING MY LIFE.

JOANNA


HBC

Jun 8 2013 |

SORRY ITS THE DAY B4 I PACK A 3 STORY CONDO SO MY DAY HAS NOT GONE AS EXPECTED.

I WILL BE ON THIS EVENING AT 8PM TO 12 MIDNITE EST THX U SORRY FOR THE MESSING AROUND I NORMALLY DO WHAT I SAY BUT THIS I A WEIRD TIME FOR ME WITH THE MOVING AND HAVING A LOT TO DO TOM AND GOING MONDAY, HOPE TO SEE YOU THIS EVENING AS IT WILL HELP WITH MY MOVE.

THX JOANNA


HBC

Jun 8 2013 |

SORRY WONT BE ON UNTIL A LITTLE LATER WAS ON TO LATE LAST NITE AND COULDNT WIND DOWN, SO SLEPT IN, BE ON AT A GUESS AT 4PM EST TO LATE

THX  jOANNA

NEW CONTENT UP NXT WEEK


HBC NEW CONTENT AND MY MOVE TO FORT LAUDERDALE.

Jun 8 2013 |

DEAR FRIENDS

THX YOU TO ANYONE WHO IS A MEMBER OF THE SITE I HOPE YOU ENJOYED WATCHING ME A KAT C HAVE FUN, I HAVE SUBMITTED PICS AND A BRAND NEW VIDEO OF MYSELF WITH A MAN HE ENDS UP CUMMING ON MY FEET, AS SOON AS ITS PROCESSED BY THE TEAM IT WILL BE GOING UP.THIS IS A 1ST ON MY SITE 2 1 OF MANY TO CUM COME LOL

I WILL BE ON HBC TONITE FRIDAY 7TH AND SAT TOMORROW FROM 1PM ON WITH BREAKS TO LATE, MY LAST DAY FOR THE NXT 3 DUE TO MY MOVE IM ALSO ABLE TO DO SKYPE PLZ TXT OR CALL ME IF UD LIKE TO HEAR MORE AND SET ONE UP OR A SESSION ON THE EAST C OF FLORIDA MIAMI TO NORTH OF LAUDERDALE I DO DRIVE 😉 MY CELL IS 941 536 4841

YOUR HELP JOINING THIS SITE HELPS ME WITH MY TRAINING AND ITS GROWING SLOWLY AGAIN SO THX U I AM MAKING SURE I DO NEW CONTENT, ONCE IN FORT LAUDERDALE IM GOING TO LOOSE SOME BODYFAT IM 172 RIGHT NOW I HAVE ENOUGH SIZE SO I WANT TO TRY TO GET DOWN TO 150 155, LOOKS BETTER IN PICS AS THE CAMERA ADDS 10LBS LOL BUT IM A BIG HARD BITCH NOW TRUST ME..;)

I HAVE TO SAY  I WAS SO SHOCKED BY HOW MANY GUYS BOTH EITHER LOVE OR HATE THE OFFSEASON BUT ITS A MUST TO GAIN SIZE FAST, UR BODY CANNOT BE LEAN OR WHEN U TRAIN FOR THE SIZE U DONT HAVE THE FUEL TO GROW UR BODY FIGHTS TO KEEP ITSELF ALIVE SO U MUST HAVE AN OFFSEASON, ITS BEEN GOING ON B4 I WAS BORN AND ANY GAL WITH ANY SENSE OR MAN THAT WANTS TO GET SIZE U MUST HAVE AN OFFSEASON, PADDING FOR TRAINING HEAVY AND FUEL TO GROW, ITS SIMPLE REALLY, BUT FAT PIG NO IM NOT IM A HEALTHY WOMAN, BEING IN CONTEST SHAPE ALL THE TIME IS WHY OTHERS ARE DYING AT 47 35 OR WHATEVER, VERY SAD, BODYBUILDING PUTS A LOT OF STRAIN JUST DAY TO DAY GOING AROUND PEOPLE CAN FORGET THAT, I MAYBE SILLY TRYING TO MAKE A COMEBACK BUT IM BEING SMART ABOUT IT, MY LIFE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYTHING.

i PACK ALL SUNDAY, MONDAY I GET A TRUCK 10FT, PACK IT THEN GO BACK TO THE DEPOT AND LOAD MY CAR ON THE BACK, WITH GETTING NEW SUPPLIMENTS AND THE MOVE IM PRETTY MUCH BROKE FOR NOW BUT ITS WORTH IT AS I KNOW THE EAST COAST WILL BE FUN , THERES A HARDCORE GYM THERE BUT A FEW JUCTIONS UP THE FREEWAY A PAIN BUT WORLD GYM IS THE BEST TIRED OF THESE SILLY GYMS WITH 50 TREADMILLS LOL SO PLZ SUPPORT ME WITH THIS SITE, EVEN A MIN OR 2 ON WEBCAM OR A SKYPE SHOW, I CAN DO PERSONAL TRAINING AND ALSO PRIVATE SESSIONS WHICH I CAN GIVE YOU MORE INFO ON IF U CONTACT ME THE ONLY THING I DONT DO IS COMP WRESTLING.

UHHGH I HATE MOVING, DOING IT ALONE AND IM LOOSING DAYS FOR CAM 2, SO THE NXT 2 WEEKS UR SUPPORT WOULD BE GREAT THEN I CAN TAKE IT FROM THERE…..GOD I NEED A DRINK LOL….ITS  A JOKE..I CUT OUT MY WINE WHEN I DIET, HATE IT BUT A MUST.

LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGS TO ALL OF MY TRUE FANS PLZ SUPPORT ME AND NXT YR I WILL COMPETE AGAIN.BUT I NEED THIS SITE TO KEEP GROWING AS I DIET 😉 TO DO THAT, AND THOSE WHOM DO APTS TO SEE ME IT PAYS FOR SUPPLIMENTS THE GYM, TANNING , HAIR NAILS MAKEUP IT COSTS A LOT ON TOP OF REG LIFE AND I DONT HAVE A SUGAR DADDY 😉 WINK AND COMPETING IS EVEN MORE AROUND 5K, BUT I HOPE TO START TOURING AND SAVING I NEED TO WORK WITH THE RIGHT COACH AFTER SO LONG OUT FOR MANY REASONS I CANT GET INTO. JUST TRUST ME ITS A HORSE IVE RODE B4….

JOANNA


FORT LAUDERDALE AND SUPPORT THX

Jun 1 2013 |

DEAR FREINDS

THE 8TH JUNE ILL BE MOVING TO HOLLYWOOD FLORIDA AND SO WILL BE AVAILABLE FOR SESSIONS SIMPLY TXT OR CALL ME AFTER THE 10TH ON 941 536 4841.I CAN EXPLAIN WHAT I DO, SEE WHAT U WANT AND CAN NEG RATES.JUST PLZ DO WHAT U SAY AS LAST TIME I WENT OVER TO FORT LAUDERDALE I WASTED 400 ON THE TRIP AND IN 1 DAY HAD ALL CANCEL FOR SILLY REASONS SO I LOST 1300 TOTAL THATS ENOUGH TO START TOURING AGAIN…U C IT MAYBE A JOKE TO U BUT IM LOOKING FOR DUAL RESPECTFUL KIND CLIENTS THATS ALL SIMPLE JUST DO WHAT U SAY,I KNOW THINGS HAPPEN BUT IM ALSO NOT SILLY ;(

WHEN I 1ST GET THERE MY ONLY JOB WILL BE WEBCAM SO PLZ COME SUPPORT ME ON HBC OR SKYPE OR JOIN THE SITE?

iM TRYING HARD STRESS AND  I DONT MIX SO WELL, I REALISED THAT AT 170 AND WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING SERVED ITS PURPOSE BUT NOW I MUST CHANGE WHAT I DO IN SEVERAL WAYS TO SOFTEN UP MY FACE AND TO GET TIGHTER OVERALL BY 10 TO 15LBS, THIS WILL COST MORE THAN IT NORMALLY DOES OVER 400 FOR CERTAIN SUPPLIMENTS THEN MORE FOR THE REST, AS WELL AS THE UHAUL TO MOVE COSTING WITH GAS OVER 300 ITS GOING TO BE A HELL OF A MONTH UNTIL THE 20TH NXT PAY FOR CAM.

ANYONE THAT CAN SPONSOR ME LIKE A DOM WITH A WISH LIST  THEN ID BE GRATEFUL OTHER GALS SEEM TO GET GUYS GIVE THEM 1000S , IM NOT ASKING FOR THAT THATS GREEDY OR MAYBE NEEDED IT DOES COST A LOT TO COMPETE, BUT NOW I NEED TO REFINE MY SIZE DROP DOWN A BIT 1ST STAGE TOWARDS CONTEST ILL LOOK BETTER IN PHOTOSHOOTS AND IN TIME SOFTER IN THE FACE, IM LOOSING MY PAINT JOB TO GO TO FORT LAUDERDALE, THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE EASY, SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO DO A CAM SHOW HBC, SKYPE OR A SENSUAL APT PLZ CALL ME # ABOVE, iM PUTTING EVERYTHING i HAVE INTO MY RETURN MAYBE IM NUTS AND NOBODY CARES LOL MY LUCK BUT i ALSO THINK WE NEED A FEW PERSONALITIES OUT THERE AGAIN IN THE SHOWS AND I PLAN TO COMPETE IF I HAVE TO FUNDS NXT YR, I NEED TO RAISE 2300 FOR A TOP COACH BY THE END OF THE YR OR EARLY 2014. NOW ITS TIME TO SEE IF I REALLY DO HAVE FANS  ANYMORE AFTER 6YRS OUT OR IF THEY HAVE GONE TO THE NEWER GALS?? I ALWAYS FELT AT HOME ON THE STAGE, I LEFT MY COUNTRY, FAMILY, NURSING DEGREE AT 21 TO GO PRO AND THEN HERE WHICH HAS BEEN A BUMPY RIDE DUE TO INSECURE MEN, BUT IM STAYING SINGLE AND I KNOW 10YR AGO i HAD A LOT OF FANS, LIKE I SAID IM A SOILDER FOR YOU, A SOLIDER CANNOT FIGHT ALONE IT NEEDS COMRADS / FANS HERE, IT NEEDS WEAPONS HERE SUPPLIMENTS, IT NEEDS FAMILY FRIENDS THOSE I HAVE…I HAVE A COUPLE OF IDEAS WHEN I GET TO FORT LAUDERDALE BUT ITS A BIT CATCH 22 FOR ME I KNOW HOW TO BE ONE OF THE BEST EVEN PAST MY PRIME ID DO GOOD BUT IT TAKES THE RIGHT APPROACH SUPPLIMENTS , FOOD, GYM, TAN, HAIR, NAILS ETC WITHOUT SUPPORT TO GET OFF GROUND O IT MAKES IT V HARD TO IMPROVE OR CHANGE FROM OFFSEASON TO INSHAPE…SO TO SPEAK I HATE THOSE TERMS NOT A DOG

ANYONE WHOM WANTS TO SUPPORT ME AS I WILL COMPETE FOR THE UK WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME A UK GAL DID A SHOW AND DO WELL??? UM ME…;) SO PLZ IM HUMBLE AND GRATEFUL , JUST SINGLE AND ALONE IN THE USA WHERE EVERYTHING IS MONEY ITS NOT EASY, IN TIME I HOPE AS I DID B4 TO DO IT MYSELF LIKE I DID IN 01 TO 07, BUT DUE TO MY X NOT TRAINING 4 YRS AND LOOSING EVERYTHING I HAVE ALREADY COME A LONG WAY.

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I WILL DO THE BEST I CAN EACH MTH I PROMISE YOU THAT, PLZ ENJOY MY NEW CONTENT ON THE SITEXXX

KAT WAS VERY FUN FRISKY AND KINDA BIG DOWN THERE..MEOW.

JOANNA 941 536 4841

THX U FOR THE APT AND THE 1 SPONSOR FROM EUROPE THE PAST WEEK COULDNT HAVE DONE THIS WITHOUT YOUXXX U KNOW WHO YOU ARE 😉

NXT WEEK I GO FOR A NEW PHOTOSHOOT WITH A NEW HAIRPIECE..;) BEEN A WHILE….LITTLE MORE GOLDEN BLONDE NOT PEROXIDE AS EVERYTIME I GROW IT OUT I HAVE TO CUT IT SO ITS BEST TO KEEP A BIT DARKER OFFSEASON AND ONCE I GET BACK ONSTAGE THEN ILL DYE IT THE BARBIE COLOR LOL

i DONT MEAN TO SOUND THE SAME EACH TIME I WRITE A DIARY BUT I DONT HAVE A DEGREE I QUIT IT IN UK FOR BODYBUILDING, FOR NOW TO GET A GREAT CAREER ID HAVE TO RAISE FUNDS MAYBE A GRANT, HAVE TIME TO STUDY, ITS BEEN 15YRS CHANGE MY NAME AS WHO WOULD EMPLOY ME AFTER SEEING ME ONLINE LOL I DONT GET THAT THE PORN WORLD MAKES SO MUCH A YR AND MY SITE IS SOFT CORE COMPARED TO SOME BUT I DID HAVE PROBLEMS IN THE UK WHEN PEOPLE LOOKED ME UP FOR REG JOBS SO U SEE, IM EITHER IN AND I DO WEBSITES, CAM CLIPS, APTS  PERSONAL TRAINING IF U CAN FIND A DAMN GYM TO ALLOW U TO MAKE MORE THAN 6 IN 30MINS OR I CHANGE MY NAME QUIT THE GYM, DYE MY HAIR AND TOTALLY CHANGE ….THIS YR IS THE ONE TO SEE…IM 36 , 37 IN DEC AND UNLESS I CAN GET BACK WHAT I WAS IN 01 TO 07 THEN ITS AN OBVIOUS CHOICE…V SAD.