HBC

Feb 28 2013 |

Dear Friends,

I will be on www.herbicepscam.com today at around 4pm est until 6.45pm est then i Have to go to tan and the gym as a train with my partner at 7.45pm, I got some much needed rest mentally and phyicallly and Im back to start the month of march in a positive way today is a leap yr tho

my brother was almost a leap yr baby his birthday is tomorrow HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCH 1ST MY BABY BROTHER STUART,, MISS AND LOVE U LOADS , HOPE TO SEE U ASAP BY THE SUMMER GOD WILLING.

Got  flights and hotels to sort, plus my wb270 pg I may wait on that until after this photoshoot on sunday, either way it will be upgraded asap.

Thx u all for those who stay members you help me to live my life here although its not easy sometimes it does make it easier.

Im sorry to anyone who had emailed me and has not got a reply its something that I cant keep up with, I am going to have to try to fit an hour a day in somehow to reply, but once my trip gets posted I have to reply to those 1st as they could poss pay the bills, but know that when I do get a chance to read them I will be very reading with a smile on my face. love u lots guys. and I do appreciate them.

Your friend 2

Joanna

 


New Photoshoot

Feb 28 2013 |

Dear Freinds, whaaaa lol ;)))))

Sorry again for the sour tone of my last blog, i felt it was something that was needed, I left certain things out as somethings are just 2 personal but when i tell U I am doing the best I can I mean that, if i couldnt get a sponsor when  I was top 10 in the world its not going to happen now.

There are some fans still around and I know many of you esp in the usa/uk , but compared to what it was like 10yrs ago not just for me but for many of the ladies its a surprise anyone is doing sessions or webcam or anything, guys from other industries shall i say have invaded ours and nieve gals have allowed themselves to be walked over, its one thing when u truely think u love someone to allow them to walk all over you as u think they may change or its u or whatever the bullshit of the week is but a stranger no fucking way 😉 plus I learned a lot from my personal experience.

I was sup to do my photoshoot last sunday Im not joking but the guys car broke down, good news tho is that sunday he will be here so we will shoot this sunday now, my appologies for that. u see its not just one guys comment that made me say what i did but several things , my last tour although the nice guys were very kind THX U i have never had some much bullshit in all my life WTF do they think Im a 10buck hoooker??? lol

Then I had a guy at applebees after i said i was a bodybuilder ask me if I was born a male or female….what a dick??
Finally the troll who came to my site, i dont give a fuck what they say on message boards i dont go on them i tried to yrs ago but all i got even then ws shit, so thats why a bunch of guys sit there talking with their cock in their hands talking about even the way a gal writes an email , but to come to my site, well u must have liked something to come here huh??

I WANT TO THXU TO EVERYONE WHO IS A MEMBER I HAVE SOME COOL IDEAS SET OUT FOR SUNDAY, and i promise as soon as I can afford the models I will be doing some dif stuff for the site ( I have so many ideas) as well as collect clips for the clips4sale site,.

I am human and with all the last mths bs I have had a timeout, I wont be touring until the end of march, I am a nice girl and am sensitive, anyone who has sacraficed so much for so little from an industry that showed for 2 yrs it didnt care 2 from over the yrs how things have become i am not sure how much i want to do sessions at all anymore, I used to find it fun and the fans helped us when the rest didnt now i find half of the NEW guys pigs, i can sit here and make about 20 points which is pointless about what happened in just 8 days, maybe it was just a bad one. and yes i do know that many nice guys have had a lot of bs from gals, which angers me, im old school, im no liar im straight up, tighten up or get a cleaning job bad gals lol 😉

Im not going to keep going over the same stuff but all i am looking for is clients that at least know who i am, a client that loves muscle 1st, that is discret and respectful and ull find that I am the same, I am not stupid although ive made some bad choices in life and so will not put up with the cons the lies and the crap, ive been around the block a bit, these new one because theres not several 100 reviews think i dont know this game…duhhh Ive asked all my clients that were perfect gentelmen yrs ago and many today to mever mention my name to anyone or anything, yes it happens, but if everyone that had a great session with me wrote a reivew ud need a fucking website just for them….lol

ok im having a nite off the gym and watching american idol i need some de stressing, its sad im alone a great foot boob or bicep rub would feel so good right now and bjs ladies can be the best for ur man..yummy….maybe u could be him…. I am single 😉 so new pics this weekend, I have improved a lot from last yr even with everything guys that see me on hbc are saying wow u grew all the time if thats an indication.

When I 1st started doing apts it was august last yr b4 that i was painting fulltime for a condo ass , had only done a bit of cam work then tried some apts  ive met several guys as return clients and they tell me each time how much better i am , ull see soon enough last nite i must have had at least 8 to 10 guys saw wow cant believe how much bigger u r..i know what im doing and how to be one of the best, how long it takes its all down to cash flow..lol NOW LETS BE THE LAST OF IT…..

If someone wants to seriously sponsor me id be interested, i want to get some clips done 1st of me big i.e size comparison, lift carry, but in time want to diet down and create a very cool clips4sale site thats clips will be available on here also 😉

PLZ KEEP SUPPORTING MY COMEBACK it all really helps me and in time ull see how ur help has paid off not just the jerking off lol i dont blame u if I had a cock i wouldnt leave it alone 😉

ok go do ur man thing and ill be back soon, ill be on www.herbicepscam.com tomorrow on and off all day from am to pm gym at 7pm to 10pm tho est….come see me at 170lbs…..Miss Piggy lol naaaa def buffbarbie.

PLZ COME BACK ALL THE BODYBUILDING FANS OF OLD I KNOW IT GOT BORING AS MOST OF THE COOL WOMEN LEFT THE GAME A WHILE AGO DUE TO THE SAME PROBELMS IVE HAD BUT SOME OF US OLD TIMERS WITH REAL PERSONALITIES ARE AROUND..

I live in sarasota fl saw some great fans at my home last week, if ud like to see me for a muscle worship session txt 941 536 4841, im here for a few weeks growing….eating and doing it the wat its supposed to be done. i have a nice condo etc very

Hugs Joanna aka the original buffbarbie.


Whats wrong with the offseason?? some facts I really dont want to write.

Feb 24 2013 |

Dear Friends.

I just read a nice reply from a guy posting on here, im sure whos never lifted a weight or competed in his life!! saying that Im fat. and some really nasty shit , i deleted it but then it got me thinking so now im going to write whats on my mind, this is a blog, its about ur life, good or bad  so today its about some truths.

For what Im about to say I really dont want too as its personal to me, but I dont want guys out there thinking im lazy or dont care about bodybuilding, its where I am in my life right now, I cannot change my past all I can do is try to improve my future and it takes time, somethings I cannot get into as it is 2 personal but know when i say I am trying hard I really am. one thing I never do is lie. anyone that has met me knows im very honest, prob 2 honest. lol

I am in offseason shape many guys out there prefer it and many dont u cannot plz everyone, theres a big difference between a girl whos trained a couple of yrs being offseason than someone like me whos trained for many yrs, now i did take 4yrs off, but i have been training my ass off thx u despite some very serious injuries along the way, i never lie to anyone when i tell them what i currently look like I am in hard offseason shape with some defintion, the thing is many gals hold their weight in their ass and legs offseason while i dont i hold mine more like a guy does on my abbs, midsection if u were to pinch hard on my abbs ud grab a cm same with my back, plus my boobs are bigger. and my face.

There is no point gettiing into as they say contest shape, i mean cant we have an inbetween?? do we have to be so called fat? or ripped we cant be in between somewhere?? until u have built what u consider to be happy with the muscle,u cant diet down. if u diet then ur body will not put on muscle it will loose fat. U HAVE TO HAVE AN OFFSEASON TO HAVE A CONTEST SEASON, its very unhealthy 2, a lot of new guys dont realise that they just care what gets them off right? other oldschoolers id call it now have an understanding to bodybuilding and the phases u go thru, i did not get into bodybuiilding to do sessions 1st off I did it to be a professional athlete, thats another story 😉

The reason my face is round is due to taking prednisone and steriod inhalers 2 dif inhalers its one of the side efffects, i was born with asthma and took steriod inhalers and tablets for many yrs into my early teens thats why i took up bodybuilding, if i dont take the prednisone then im in pain, im training very hard with a conditon called osteopina to which my bones have the density of a 65yr olds and im 36 due to taking steriods from a child plus the ones in bodybuilding, since i tore my bicep tendon off so far so good , ive been setting some personal bests in the gym i recently did 8 plates a side on leg press for example.the last 18mths I have had 3 serious injuries, spondosictitis my t10/11 disc is almost gone, my L3 is slipped to the left thats why my left leg is smaller than the right, and a torn bicep tendon so id say im not a fat lazy pig as the troll wrote, i train until i break, I was told to stop training  and I refused too by a top specialist 😉 the kennedy white group.

I have reasons for not dieting down several actually, one is im refining my shape, 2 they are gettting rid of womens bodybuilding, so im 2 big for physique im walking around at 5 2 at 172 to 170 with 17 calfs , 16 arms im big for my size, if i knew what i know now id have stayed at 124lbs in shape and not done some of the things i did yrs ago , 3rd reason i want to do a clips4sale site so i want to film myself from being at my biggest to then getting leaner for example size comparison , lift carry are good when ur so called offseason, my final reason is down to money, my life is not what it was 8 yrs ago, due to a divorce, i have built a basic life for myself here but i still have stuff I have to sort out from that past it happens to many of us, i cannot get health insurance and so my medical bills cost me more than my rent, even to do offseason bodybuilding we are looking at 1k easy , and to tour ur looking at 1000s, i am one person and during the 6 yrs off i had from the session biz it has totally changed, i thought it would be the key to my return but its not, around half the new people i come into contact with are full of BS, BUT THX U to the ones who are kind to me, THATS WHY I DO IT but to make a profit u have to see a lot of people I stay at hotels that have resturants and gyms not motels so i can at least mantain and its nice for the client to have a nice rm not some motel.  The guy is right Im not who i was 8 yrs ago nor would i want to be, for me to diet down id have to do 2 hours cardio a day and 2 hours in thr gym plus buy  in suppliments of all kinds we are talking a lot of money,  so for now Im stuck  where I am , all I can do is train hard and keep improving my body which ull see is much better than last aug which was  the last shoot I did. if it was 8yrs ago id have got a couple credit cards quit touring and have  and gone for it even competed b4 they totally remove the bodybuilding cat, at 15yrs old it was my dream. but unfortunately due to my divorce I stilll cant do the things I want to do even 2 yrs later, living here in the usa has become stressful at times due to money and the things i have to sort out, i am one person and i try very hard.Its very frustrating at times 2yrs on.

Tomorrow I will be doing a photoshoot for my site frm a photographer that has done work with me before so u will see yes im offseason but considering i toured a lot just to get by, went home for xmas and done my training on a shoestring budget ull be surprised how much better i look than last sept 2012,  ill take some pics pinching my abbs arms etc so u can see how fat i am how about that?? all I can do is keep improving. mark has agreed to help me get started on a clips4sale site u have to save a lot of clips and the best sites update 3 times a week, my only issue is paying for models so i hope on my next few tours I can do that so i can get this up and running, now if the site does well then sure i can afford to spend sometime at home and afford what i need to diet,as long as im happy with the my muscle quality. other girls didnt have 6yrs away if i had not i wouldnt be in the situation i am in now but its how it is, Im happy for any girl that makes a good income in this biz as our own industry never cared, that hurt me at 24yrs old more than any man ever has 4 real.

Finally to the guy who said that in sessions I was fat thats not true, i tell anyone who asks me what shape im in plus i txt them current pics so they know what i look like, the problem with a picture is u cant feel it, and trust me im as big as i was in 07 easily prob a bit bigger, In every city i go to I meet people some i do very well in and some not so well but its been 6 yrs it takes time to build up clients and i never liked reviews and now thats all its about it seems at times. but 20 in london and 20 in nyc aint bad for a fat pig?? ill tell u this I am a good bodybuilder much better than many of the girls who claim to be bodybuilders who do sessions with 13inch arms and some quads, they maybe tighter than me but they are not bodybuilders, they are physique, they dont have my muscle size very few. its like me saying im a top wrestler when im not. i dont just take guys cash Im honest about everything and sometimes i do loose clients as all they want to see is contest shape, but if they stopped to think for one moment and realised that the offseason is where girls need the support. In contest shape u can do other work, but it costs a lot to get into contest shape, not just the cost but being at home to do the training u have to be settled and focus to be any good . yes i could diet down now while touring loose a bunch of muscle and look half assed but thats not going to help anything  and i doubt Im going to get a 6k sponsor so for now I am who I am and recently ive been getting a lot of compliments to my physique so i know im getting like i used too.

FOR ANYONE 2 GET INTO 2 MS OLYMPIAS AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK HOW LONG AGO IT WAS ITS AN AMAZING ACHIEVEMENT , IT TAKES GENETICS 1ST OFF MORE THAN  ANYTHING AND THATS SOMETHING U DONT LOOSE AND I WONT LOOSE IT. OFFSEASON OR NOT IM A GREAT BODYBUILDER AND ASIDE COREY IM THE ONLY ONE WHO HAD A DOCUMENTRY ABOUT HER LIFE DONE ALL OVER THE WORLD, IF U MET A 2 TIME NFL SUPERBOWL PLAYER WITH HIS RINGS WOULD U ASK HIM IF HE COULD PLAY FOOTBALL??NO!!! SO TROLL, GO FIND SOME IN CONTEST SHAPE CHICK AND STOP COMING TO MY SITE, I need support not idiots trying to hurt me.

I didnt write on this board for a while as the last tour i did i got home feb 5th i met some very nice people and we had a great time, but as many nice guys i met i had a lot of bs to deal with so many things i dont even want to write it out,the session biz has really changed . but when i got home i was supposed to post a new tour for end mth etc bt i didnt want too, i took a week off and aside the gym i had a timeout. im tired of having to prove myself to people.

10yrs ago I was the shit i was on every site, i drove around in brand new cars, i had tons of reg clients the sessions biz was fun to work in, my website made 5 times what it does now , i had a great credit score, i was in great health, the whole world has totally changed since then, I am happy that Im alive and Im grateful to anyone that gives me  a chance that supports my COMEBACK as this is what it is not just in bodybuilding but my life, if anyone of u has a mother sister or daughter that has been in an abusive situation where they couldnt get out , it took me 3 mths 2 plan and 2 yrs ago feb 7th i got on a bus with a suitcase. i think im doing very well I wasted 6 yrs of my life and i cant get it back, you live and u learn, I wish it never happened and i could wind back time but i cant, I am rebuilding my new life as well as bodybuilding and sorting out some pretty scary things from the past, I have a lot to deal with as Im sure many of u do,

SORRRY if this blog today wasnt all about how big my arms feel or how strong I am, today was about explaining what i was comfortable to explain to you.I couldnt just sit there as Im sure the message boards are even worse about me and allow guys to talk shit about me when they dont know me. I am not a lazy person or a fat pig I am just a women that has been thru a lot in life and despite it all has been making progress with her physique, if i had the acesss to cash and the health i had 10yrs ago it would make it easy for me but its not so Im doing what I can with what  I got, despite it all I am a happy person and I am optomistic and i enjoy meeting people who ,love muscle as I do, the nxt yr my body will improve again, but for those who have stnubbed me for not being in contest shape when I am I wont want to see u either lol how about them apples…;)

LOVE U ALL THAT STAY TRUE TO MY SITE, tom will be a fun day and we will get some cool new content for the site so u can see ms piggys most recent improvements…lol THX U TO THOSE WHO HAVE HELPED ME U KNOW WHO U ARE. I wont be defending myself again, I want this to be a happy site not one where I have to drag up private shit to defend myself again….I have achieved more in bodybuiding than 95% of the world has thats why i have an o1 GREENCARD thx u v much ( top 5% in a given field)…..

Ok got to go, love those who love me. HUGS 😉

for the those who post crap about me on message boards get a life u dont know mine…. i dont even have time for that crap

leave my site alone and fuck off 😉

Joanna Thomas aka fat bitch 😉