Dear Friends.

Im very lucky that a good friend of mine whom also does amazing photography has offered to let me move into a 2nd home he uses for an office, Ive been there once b4, lol its a man cave but with some cleaning and woman power it would be just fine for me for the nxt 6mths, I will leave with a u haul in 20days, I have moved so many times in my life that I hate it, but at the same time fort lauderdale was the 1st city i ever lived in when I came to the usa and I know more people there than I know here, the last time I went to do apts there it was really a let down all 3 cancelled and I heard Im not the only one thats happened too, its a shame as fort lauderdale is an amazing city full of life and things to do, unless I know the guy very well I would not have an incall while there but its easy to split a cheap motel hotel or go to their home if its an option, but im not going to post a tour of fort lauderdale as i will live there but maybe miami, I used to love haulover beach its a clothing optional one I used to go there all the time Ill also be right near the airport to tour, finally nxt mth i will be launching a new clips4sale store so i hope through webcam, the new store the site and asap touring again that I can take care of a few things that I have needed to for a while to make my life here in the usa a lot easier, ill train at la fitness or go to world gym i love the equipment there they even have an overhead leg press old school the best.

I will need to come over west every 2mths for a doctors apt, he keeps my body in working order as I have osteoperosis as well as other health issues we all do as we age but starting bodybuilding so young at 15 has caused me to get more problems than most, but i still train and I want to be one of the best again and normally when I put my mind to something it can happen, but it takes a few solid friends that of which here Im lacking, it seems a few ive met here say one thing then act like another thats something I really hate.

Yesterday I found out my home was sold and had 3 weeks to get out, not that im a bad tenant it was sold as it had to be but it has caused me upset and pain this has been my 1st safe home in yrs and a home I made into my home, in the 27mths Ive  been here I have completetly changed my life got rid of the crap and will continue to do so even if it meant I am to be single for the rest of my life, I was supposed to be on herbicepscam today but i have to be real I have had anxiety today until this afternoon when I found that the world and god is kind and he has found me a new home, but its left me not in the right frame of mind for cam, yes cam can be great fun rewarding but it can also turn into buck tips and idiots lol i make a joke i feel like a stripper again when i get dollar tips i find it funny, but you have to be in the right frame of mind and today Im not, its been a hard one, change is hard for most of us we quite often only see the negative or the change where in fact change is often what most of us need, it opens a new door for you or a path and brings u closer to god, so while I digest all this tonite and have a glass of wine and get some rest, its been a very stressful last 2 mths worrying how to save painting to move with my bills, although i loved my paint job freedom fresh air and nobody to judge how you look, now i have to lay to rest the last 27mths pray for strength and help from fans and open the new door to lauderdale, I hope this will be a good experience i have been through enough in my life and just want a simple and loved one.

Soooo Ill be on www.hbc.com tomorrow with a new head screwed on, but i still need ur support on cam moving or not I want to live in the usa and i would love my fans back u made it seem right all along…come home..;) hbc the nxt few weeks will be my only job.. to contact me for cam shows or apts txt or call me on 941 536 4841 thx  u I wont have time to see emails until Ive moved but i never get through them, the only time I do is when I dont cam and all i do is touring like last yr so I had the cash not to work daily so I could sit there and reply to emails, THX U TO ANYONE THAT HAS SENT ME AN EMAIL BUT IF UD LIKE ME TO KNOW WHAT U WANT OR HAVE TO SAY PLZ TXT OR CALL ME IM FUN AND FRIENDLY AND RESPECTFUL AS LONG AS YOU ARE TO ME LOL

goodnite and godbless

THE ORIGINAL 2 TIME OLYMPIAN BUFFBARBIE WHO WILL BE ONCE AGAIN….170 HUGE BIG HARD SEXY FUN

some even call me an icon…..;) ALL ON CAM FOR YOU TO SEE LETS HAVE SOME FUN MUSCLE W, NUDE, ROLEPLAY, FETISH AND MORE…DIRTY TALK, SEN DOM…SUB…I AM WHATEVER U WANT ME TO BE …THATS WHAT I LOVE ABOUT WEBCAM…AND I LOVE GETTING MEN OFF, ANYONE THATS MET ME WOULD KNOW….HE HE IM NUTS 2….

hugs

Joanna

Hey Friends.

I wanted to say thx u to the 3 that did shows with me yesterday we had a lot of fun…very naughty, well its 20 days until I must leave my home, Im thinking of going to the east coast fort lauderdale as my photographer is there plus I know more people there than I do here, plus much more to do although I do love how beautiful sarasota is.

I am worried as ive said for a long time I was told it will be a while it will be a while then all of a sudden bam i have 3 weeks.

I was not prepared for it at all and no matter how much outside painting i did alone with my bills I couldnt save anything and after work Id go train so it left me not much time or any energy to cam thats why , if I could have done both jobs together then great but with 3 as training is a job 2 I just couldnt do it , I have totally changed my body since the pics u see on the free side where I have long hair in curls kinda fat looking id be the 1st to say it but u have to realise that was my 1st shoot in yrs and I had not been training very long.

my main problem with moving is my credit as many of u have experinced a partner or wife that has sucked you dry and you love them so you stupidly stay with them to the point that you cant leave well thats what happened to me a very long time ago 6 yrs ago now..I have been single since feb 7th 2011 and divorced since nov 2011 and thx god I got away with my life and 2 people that gave me such a wonderful condo to use and a job.Its not the rent thats causing me a problem Ive been paying that fine the past 27mths but with CREDIT like mine because of 2007 even tho theres nothing NEW FOR 6 YRS  I get shit basically Id have to pay 1st last deposits it makes me so mad as its not my fault but in a way it is as I allowed it to happen but had no control as it happened abuse causes this to women…even bodybuilders..;(

Again I ask for anyone to come forward to help me if ur a session guy as I want to plan to come to the west coast LA SF and Seattle and the east coast nj nyc if anyone wants to help me by sending a deposit to help with my move?? I dont lie and I dont take peoples deposits I will go there once Im resettled and moved and have launched my new clips4sale site, it maybe 2 months from now but it will happen.

Another way you can help is to send me sponsorship thru paypal my paypal account is projotrainer@yahoo.com

just to be kind and godly.

or you can WATCH ME ON WWW.HERBICEPSCAM.COM  today sat 18th Ill be on from 3/4pm to late with breaks

Or you can watch me on skype my skype name is projotrainer

due to working on cam and the gym for the nxt 3 weeks I cant do my emails I thx anyone that has sent me an email the past mth or 2, I can never finish them, Ive sat no lie for a day b4 and i still had 400 left, the only way to contact me  is by my cell phone u can txt or call ur not obligated to do anything its a chat or txt, if u want to set up a cam or an apt, i have my home until the 5th to do apts or i drive.but no cons lies or bs plz thx u had plenty of that….plz the nice guys the good guys the ones i come to love and make friends with for yrs…

I really need your help guys I mean this I feel like such a dork asking but if i knew this was going to happen when I was touring as it had been 6 yrs last yr I was flipping what i made to get to as many new cities as possible i didnt save anything I thought it more important to build up a client base as we did yrs ago but i found the biz isnt what it was, and i did great 2 I spent in 4 mths 10k on hotels and flights and here I am with worrying how to move, if I knew id have saved some travelled less and not gone home for xmas that cost me a few grand but I love my family.

The only job I now have is HBC  this site skype or apts here or away if one on one I cant afford to tour for 5 days it would cost me 1.5k to 2k. and theres no guarentees, so id rather take my chances here until ive moved then risk touring, I take no fun out of pretty much begging a 2 time olympian its degrading for me and Im sure a few of u are laughing but im trying to fight here and just be a good bodybuilder and be good and kind to others and have a reg life here in the usa, if I were top ten in world in any other sport id be a milli0nare, 8 yrs ago I had fans all over the world I got 3ooo emails in weeks over my documentry I could tour anywhere and meet 6 a day booked b4 i left my home my site made 10 times what it does now, the world has changed and it seems a lot of fans were not my fans i was just the one of the moment i guess

whats funny to me is Im 170lbs Im the biggest in muscle I have EVER been my WHOLE career, I am that bodybuilder many of u were fans off I just feel aside some that Im done am I??? would it take competing again for those to love me again??? because thats the ONLY DIFFERENCE, I never abandonded you I would never have done that I was made too and thats all Im going to say on it but I loved each and every fan and session i was grateful to get.

I AM BUFFBARBIE AND I WANT TO COMPETE NXT YR BUT I NEED MY OLD FANS TO TAKE A NEW LOOK AT ME OR 2 GIVE ME A CHANCE, COMING BACK ALONE IN A DIF COUNTRY IS NOT EASY. I HAVE 20 DAYS PLZ SEE ME ON HBC LETS HAVE SOME FUN THATS WHAT I LOVE AND MISS….U OLD FANS KNOW THAT

MY CELL IS 941 536 4841.

maybe I should post about rainbows and butterflies but this blog to me is a vent of self expression whether good or bad Im honest more honest than anyone ud ever meet, so plz support me now and i wont forget, i will take care of those who do NOW BUT NOT when i do well nxt yr and the shallow fans will run back….naaa in life everyone needs help at some point, when I had money 8 yrs ago I gave a lot away 2 many people gave people bumps in their careers and charity work, I am a loving and very caring gal and I will again help others oneday when I can get to that point again, it down 2 u and me…

lots of love HBC TODAY 3/4PM TO LATE WITH BREAKS PLZ COME SUPPORT ME ( have to make 130 a day to move yep)

Sorry guys ill be on at 11.30am running 30mins late but will be there asap…..the rest of the times for today stand.

plz come and have some fun, posing, nude, roleplay and more….170lbs hard muscle 16 half arms 25 quads and 17 calves and 38dd

chow c u in a bit rest of day 11.30am to 2pm 4pm to 7pm and 10.30pm to late. thx

Joanna

ps anyone that wants skype must txt me 941 536 4841 min $60. thx u

DEAR FRIENDS .

I THOUGHT IT MAYBE A GOOD IDEA TO LET YOU KNOW WHEN I WAS GOING TO BE ON  HBC CAM SO IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME WITH MY MOVE AND SEE SOME 170LBS HARD SEXY MUSCLES IN RETURN THEN WHAT A DELIGHTFUL EXCHANGE BELOW ARE THE TIMES ALTHOUGH I MAY TAKE A 5 TO 15MIN BREAK AT TIMES ILL BE BACK OK.

FRIDAY 17TH  11AM TO 2PM EST AND  4PM TO 7PM EST  AND 10.30PM EST TO LATE

SATURDAY 18TH 1PM TO 4PM EST AND 5PM TO 7PM EST AND 9PM TO MIDNITE EST OR LATER

BACK TO YOU WITH THE NXT LOT IN 2 DAYS.

OR U CAN SKYPE ME MY SKYPE NAME IS PROJOTRAINER FOR  SHOWS PLZ TXT OR CALL ME 1ST

941 536 4841 MIN AMOUNT $60

OR IF UD LIKE TO MEET ME 1 ON 1 AND HAVE A FUN AND WILD TIME ONE ON ONE PLZ AGAIN CALL OR TXT ME

I WONT HAVE TIME TO CHK EMAILS THE NXT 3 WEEKS, ONCE IVE MOVED I HOPE TO START GOING THROUGH THEM BUT I HAVE A LOT, I HAD OVER 400 6 WEEKS AGO,THX U SO MUCH TO ANYONE THAT HAS EMAILED AND SORRY I HAVE NOT REPLIED YET, IM ONE PERSON, WITH TRAINING AND CAM  IT WOULD TAKE DAYS TO REPLY HOWEVER JUST BECAUSE U TXT ME OR CALL ME DOES NOT MEAN UR OBLIGATED TO SEE ME ITS JUST A TALK IF BOTH PARTIES ARE HAPPY THEN WE GO FORWARD, IF NOT THEN I HOPE U FIND A GAL THAT DOES, IM FREE ON THE WEST COAST FL INCALL 2 THE 5TH JUNE OR CAN DRIVE, BOTH 2 NORTH SOUTH, EAST COAST WOULD HAVE TO BE A 2 HOUR APT MIN TO DRIVE OVER , IF ITS OUT OF STATE IT CAN ALSO BE ARRANGED AND NEGOTIATED BUT PLZ GIVE ME AT LEAST A DAYS NOTICE AS FLIGHTS GET EXPENSIVE BT I FIND THE CHEAPEST IM NOT FUSSY, UR WELCOME TO COME  TO ME OR I CAN COME TO YOU, AFTER THE 7TH JUNE I MAY NOT HAVE AN INCALL IT DEPENDS WHERE I LIVE THEN. I AM INTO S MUSCLE WORSHIP, ROLEPLAY, FANTASY WRESTLING, LIFT CARRY, FETISH AND MORE.WE CAN ALSO GO WORKOUT ITS UR TIME ITS UR CALL…AND AM AVAILABLE TO HELP PEOPLE WITH THEIR TRAINING BY PHONE 1ST CONSULTATION GENERALLY TAKES AN HOUR TO AN HOUR AND A HALF TO GO THROUGH EVERYTHING AND TO FIND THE RIGHT WAY TO ATTACK YOU GOALS, I KNOW HOW TO BUILD MUSCLE OR HOW TO DROP BODYFAT IF U HAVE  THE TIME AND CASH TO DO SO, I CAN MOTIVATE YOU GIVE ME 12 WEEEKS WITH ANYONE…

THX FOR READING 941 536 4841 HUGS…I WANT ONE ;( LOL

BUFFBARBIE.

Dear Friends

It has been a busy last week for me I was doing new content for the site ( 3 day shoot) and other projects to be reviled soon, it involved off course some solo stuff showing u my 170 hard body where I have really improved, Im trying to get it where a new image of me is shown on the free side we are working on it now, it also involved a 125lb man or boy shall I say lol wow did I have some fun with him…..he was taken in everyway possible that a muscle woman could with a basic story line to link it up a little like porn but it involved many fetishes muscle worship, wrestling lots of sen dom stuff u have never seen me do…it will come in waves with other stuff I am going to be shooting, I had a lot of fun doing it and i know many of u will find a clip that will do if for you i thought of a lot of things …..now on the 26th I shoot with a guy again this clip prob broken up will involve more sensual stuff as well as what id call fetish it s going to include a handjob, tit job,foot job and prehaps other things but also fem dom and grappling and scissoring lots of fun again so know I am doing lots of new footage when i can so this site aside older stuff here and there for the newer fans will have new content all the time…

Now onto my living situation my home I rent was shortsaled which was great for the owners but bad for me, I have to be out by the 1st week of june, 3 weeks, I have stopped painting which i do enjoy as i feel id do better on webcam and so from today until the 31st dictates where i go nxt, Im asking for any fans to come join my site, or mainly come watch me on www.herbicepscam.com i will be doing shows daily in the 2pm or 3pm to 7pm afternoon and evening late est or u can txt me I can cam within an hours notice aside the gym time from 7pm to 10pm, other options are to see me on skype u will have to txt me about that and also if ur coming to florida west or east coast if ud like to see me one on one I will do a special price for this time frame, also I am willing to fly one on one or u come to me b4 june 5th 24hrs with me again txt me for the donation( very fair) or u could be a real sweetheart and simply send me a donation my paypal is projotrainer@yahoo.com…lol its called the joanna moving fund, if things dont work out as i prob should have stopped painting a mth ago at least but was loyal and my boss rents me the condo then I have a place to go for 6mths in fort lauderdale  and things wouldnt be so crucial for me, I have to say I am nervous with my credit being so bad from my divorce it makes it a lot harder and with other reasons, id be happy with an efficiency i really dont want a house share ive had bad experinces with those, but as I see it if fans would see me on hbc and i make 200 a day i maybe able to pull it off, so plz if u can help me then id be grateful, I came to this country originally to be ms olympia got close but didnt win it, however i do plan to compete again nxt yr and so again ur suppport its really important, yes when I took years out i lost a lot of fans plus some always want to see whos new out there, but as ull see from my new content i have improved and have put on a lot of size since last august and am leaner.and i regret terribly that i ever took that time away but even super gals are human.u live and u learn, we always learn. I am giving the usa another 12mths as I have a lot of things to sort out from the past if i feel that i am not making any progress then my only alternative is to go home the 3 reasons would be free healthcare ( I spent 12.5k here this past yr) free school ( I dont have time to go to school here) and my family they are over there, but I love america and I want to be here, just at times like this its a worrying time, but I can cheer myself up with watching all those naughty clips I did with a 125lb man poor thing…ha ha ha

i wont have time for emails the nxt 2 to 3 weeks txting or calling is the only way to contact me for now, ill write soon.enjoy my new content from may 20th…kat and i got very close in several ways…shes a doll love her

MY CELL IS 941 536 4841 serious people only plz this is no time for games ok

HEY fRIENDS

EVERYTHING AFTER MAY 13TH IS NEW MATERIAL SO U KNOW AND I HAVE A NEW SHOOT NXT WEEKEND, STILL OFFFSEASON BUT BIG AND MUSCLE BOUND LOTS TO PLAY WITH.

STILL NERVOUS ABOUT HAVING TO MOVE AND I COULD REALLY DO WITH SOME SPONSORSHIP AS I WANT TO STAY IN THIS COUNTRY AND COMPETE NXT YR.

PLZ SUPPORT ME ON HBC AND SKYPE TO SET UP A SHOW MY CELL IS 941 536 4841.

I CANNOT TAKE ANYMORE IDIOTS TXTING ME RIPPING ME OFF AND PLAYING GAMES, NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR IT, THINK B4 U TXT US LADIES BEING A FEMALE BODYBUIDER IS HARD ENOUGH , THEN NOT BEING SUPPORTED BY UR OWN INDUSTRY MAKES IT HARDER, ALL WE HAVE IS THE FANS, NOW THAT IS BEING RUINED BY IDIOTS, I HAVE MEET MANY GREAT KIND MEN IN MY TIME AND GOD BLESS AMERICA FOR THAT BUT RECENTLY ITS GOT WORSE AND WORSE THATS WHY I STOPPED TOURING AS I WONT BE TALKED TO LIKE A WHORE, I JUST ASK FOR A BIT OF RESPECT AND I WILL GIVE MUTUAL RESPECT,AND STRAIGHT HONEST TALK THATS IT WE ARE ALL HUMAN IM NOTHING SPECIAL. IF U HAVE EVERY SEEN THE DARKSIDE LOL OF ME ITS BEEN FOR A REASON, I AM A NICE GAL WHOM ENJOYS MEETING AND PLEASURING FANS SIMPLE REALLY ITS ALL ABOUT FUN, BUT I AM  STUPID I TRUST TOO EASILY AND HAVE BEEN BURNT TO THOUSANDS THIS YR ALONE.I AM NO  THE ONLY GAL IM SURE, DONT U REALISE IF U TREAT US BADLY THEN IN THE END THERE WILL BE NO MORE FEMALE BODYBUILDERS, HERES WHY IT GETS ME UPSET.

i STARTED BODYBUILDING AT 15YRS OLD LIKE ARNOLD I HAD DREAMS A CHRONIC ASMTHMATIC GAL FROM A TINY TOWN IN THE UK, THAT TINY 105LB GAL SACRIFICED HER SCHOOLING FAMILY AND EVERYONE SHE KNEW TO COME TO THE USA AND TRY TO BE THE BEST FBB IN THE WORLD, NOW MOST PEOPLE WHOM GO TO SCHOOL FOR 9 YRS END UP AS DOCTORS ATTORNEYS GREAT CAREERS, IMAGINE BEING 24 AND U WIN UR 1ST PRO SHOW AND UR SO EXCITED U CANT BELIEVE IT UR SO NERVOUS U OVER DIET AND U COME IN 10TH PLACE LAST THAT YR BUT THE POINT WAS THAT LITTLE GAL WHO WAS LAUGHED AT TEASED TOLD I WAS A FREAK ACHIEVED HER GOAL WHICH  MOST IN LIFE DONT AND i DID IT AGAIN IN 04 AND CREATED A WEBSITE THAT MADE OUT WELL FOR YRS, NOW I WAS FROM A TINY UK TOWN HAD 0 IDEA HOW IT ALL WORKED OUT HERE, I TRIED AT 124LBS FOR 2 YRS 2 GET A SPONSOR I WAS PRETTY HAD NO BAD THINGS AGAINST ME SO IMAGINE U GO TO SCHOOL FOR 9 YRS AND U GET TOLD SORRY U CANT HAVE A JOB?? AND OVER TIME WHAT U REALISE IS WHAT U THOUGHT U HAD U NEVER HAD AT ALL.??????

SO….ALL IM ASKING IS FOR KIND GUYS, U R NOT OBLIGATED TO HELP ME OR MEET ME OR ANYTHING BUT IT U DO TXT ME OR CALL ME AND SAY UR GOING TO SEE ME OR DO A WEBCAM THEN DO WHAT U SAY UR GOING TO DO, WHILE THE ONES THAT DONT JERK OFF TO THIS FUN GAME THEY JUST PULLED FOR ME IT AFFECTS MY LIFE ALL THE TIME, IT COULD BE MY RENT MY MEDICATIONS I NEED, U SEE i AM NOT A RICH WOMAN MY X SORTED THAT OUT, BUT I HAVE FAITH IN GOD, AND I HAVE JUST GOT A SPONSORSHIP FOR ONE FAN IVE KNOWN FOR YRS AS MY HOME I LIVE IN AND RENT IS IN LAST STAGES OF FORECLOSURE, ITS BEEN THE ONLY HOME IVE  HAD SINCE I BECAME SINGLE AND CAME HERE ON A BUS WITH A SUITCASE 27MTHS AGO, I HAVE PLANS AND AM WORKING ON 1, PLUS I WAS TOLD IF I DIETED DOWN AND COMPETED BY A TOP JUDGE ID DO WELL THIS YR BUT THATS 5K, ID SO LOVE TO COMPETE NXT YR.

I WANT THIS SITE TO BE FUN, TO GET U GOING TO LOVE MUSCLE JUST AS I DO, i DONT WANT TO SIT HERE GOING ON ABOUT SILLY THINGS I WANT TO STILL MAKE A LIVING FROM BEING A BODYBUILDER I DID IT IN 03 TO 07 I CAN DO IT AGAIN, IM JUST STARTING FROM A HARD ROCK , BUT I LOVE GOD AND HE LOVES ME AND I KNOW WHAT WILL END UP HAPPENING WILL HAPPEN, IM ASKING FOR FANS TO COME BACK TO ME, I UNDERSTAND U MAY HAVE FELT JOLTED BY THE WAY I JUST VANISHED BUT IT REALLY WAS NOT ME WHY WOULD i LEAVE A LIFE STYLE WHERE I DROVE AROUND CORVETTEES?? PLZ KNOW IT WAS MY X AND i ASK U TO FORGIVE ME FOR WHAT HAPPENED FOR YRS TO THE SITE BUT THIS IS THE PAST, I AM NOW TRAINING HARD AND MAKING SURE I HAVE NEW UPDATES FOR THE SITE THIS SITE WAS ONCE HUGE AND ID LOVE IT TO GET BACK TO SOMETHING LIKE IT ONCE WAS, I HAVE NOT CHANGED IM BETTER FOR BEING OLDER,I LOVE THIS SITE I ALWAYS DID AND THOSE WHO HELPED ME FROM O3 TO 07 TO MAKE IT ONE OF THE BEST WE CAN DO IT AGAIN JUST NEED A LIL MORE SUPPORT THAN IN 03 LOL TOTALLY DIF SET OF CIRCUMSTANCES, BUT IM SINGLE FREE AND NOT HURT AND THATS THE MAIN THING.

I HOPE U LOVE THE NEW MATERIAL U WILL SEE IVE IMPROVED SINCE LAST AUGUST IM BIGGER, ONCE I HAVE MOVED AND GET A PROJECT STARTED I HOPE TO HAVE THE TIME AND CASH TO DIET DOWN AND ULL SEE I NEVER DID LEAVE U, I LEFT MYSELF FOR A WHILE BUT WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES, I HAVE SO MANY NEW PLANS FOR THE SITE SHOOTS U HAVE NEVER SEEN ME DO TRUST ME  ANY SERIOUS SPONSORS FOR NXT YRS SHOWS PLZ TXT ME 941 536 4841 , IM SORRY I CANNOT DO EMAIL RIGHT NOW i HAVE 2 JOBS AND GYM DUE TO MOVING AND SO AM NOT JUST SITTING AROUND THE HOUSE SO IF UD LIKE TO CONTACT ME PLZ TXT ME OK FOR NOW, I DO PLAN IN TIME THAT I WILL HAVE DAYS SO I CAN SIT AND DO EMAILS AGAIN THX U TO ANYONE THAT HAS SENT ME ONE I AM GRATEFUL TO YOU.

OK SO ENJOY MY NEW SHIT I HAD FUN AND IM GETTING BUFFBARBIE BACK IM SINGLE AND LOOKING TO MINGLE……….;)

HUGS AND PLZ HAVE A HARD …..TIME WITH MY CLIPS

jOANNA  AKA THE ORIGINAL BUFFBARBIE ….COME BACK TO ME.

ANY FANS ESP MY OLD ONES U KNOW WHO U R PLZ HELP ME WITH THIS MOVE I CANNOT LIVE IN SOME CRACKHOUSE 1 ALREADY HAS AND THX U SO MUCH IM DOING MY PART I DIDNT KNOW UNTIL RECENTLY.JOINING THE SITE, CAM, HBC SKYPE, MEETING ME IN PERSON I LOVE FUN, IM OFFERING A 24HOUR STAY WITH ME OR ME FLY TO YOU FOR A FAIR CONTRIBUTION 941 536 4841.

GOD BLESS AMERICA GOD BLESS THOSE FROM BOSTON AND LOVE UR MOTHERS THIS SUNDAY AND FOREVER I MISS MINE ALL THE TIME ;(

Dear Friends,

I want to first say sorry for thee amount of time I have not done this blog, things have hit me hard here recently when I found out that my home I rent is in last stages of foreclosure and due to my divorce my credit not good it has left me worried and and concerned to where I’m going to live, I do not want this blog to be negative but I seem to have a way of getting shit fly to me at times, there are 2 more court hearings and then I don’t know, what blows is i don’t have enough to tour if I did then I wouldn’t be so concerned but in feb due to a lot of BS on tour I had to take a break, but I thx  those who did see me and were kind.

Another issue is that u have been expecting new material and I have now done 3 new shoots and a 4th the 2nd week may, but there was a miss communication, in future my webmaster and I will talk at least once a week so things are happening as it should so u are getting new content, I just called today as when I got on I noticed that i could not see any of my new stuff, it is being taken care off asap and sorry again for that.

I want to say thx to a RS FROM NJ who gave me this laptop as my old one died and this is how i am typing to you.

I also want to say Im mad at those who let me down the past 6weeks 3 guys from Fort Lauderdale that cost me 400 to go and others after that locally here that have cost me several appointments, I think these idiots think its a game but its not its my life that money could have been used to retour or to get a nice place to rent, now Im probably going to have to do a houseshare or go to a friends, for now I am painting and just started webcam, its not easy trying to train around 2 jobs im tired from stress and from painting, however saying that even on a budget I have continued to improve, I have met a judge, a photographer from last yr and people on cam that have told me how much bigger in muscle I am I dont look like I did last august, Ive been training very hard since xmas, if i had to 5k to compete and not the moving sit i would have this yr i was told I would do great.

I did a PB of 18 plates on leg press just 2 weeks ago and 5 more reps with the same weight this week, as I said it may get a little messed up when moving comes and me having to work and not resting as i should.

I really need any fans out there to support me if any time was a good one it would be now, I have 1 more idea a clips4sale site but thats going to take some time but with 2 jobs and the gym I just dont have time for emails

Again sorry I am one person and so the only way to contact me is by phone by txt 1st, if anyone can help me with my training etc or my move Id be very grateful basically a sponsorship,its going to take me time to get a life like i had 8yrs ago and would like to compete nxt yr. You can also see me on her bicepscam or we could do a skype show or while i still live here I am offering fans a chance to stay with me for a day an extended session, we could train and then do whatever u plz  a 24hr stay. or I can come to you and i can provide new pics of how i look for the rate u have to txt me 941 536 4841 but its fair and it would be a lot of fun thats the whole point.

I really do need some support and love , this condo isnt just a condo I have moved many times I have been here 26mths its the nicest home zive had in 10yrs and the safest, I live alone here so no crazy xs so thats why its upsetting me. until I sort my credit I wont get such a place as this , but im a fighter and i will get there and if i fail then Im going back to the Uk but thats only if I have no choice but for now its one thing at a time.

If I could get some sponsorship just think how much easier progress would be I sometimes wonder if making a comeback was the right thing with bodybuilding as everything has changed, there seems to be a lot more idiots hanging around the sport and the session world yet I love to meet the nice guys and thx u to each and everyone of you who were kind to me , but the BS does get me down Im still a woman at the end of the day  I could write a lot just by hats been said to me the past mth but what the point these are new guys to the game that shouldnt be in it, sessions were designed as this site was for fans to support us ladies while our industry did not not to be talked down to by a kid who has no idea who I am that wants to get laid…lol

Again old time fans I used to have hundreds we are fixing the updates now and im doing one again this month so u should get just new updates with occasional old stuff mixed in, life is hard for me at the moment so again any support and fun would be great webcam has been fun and im doing great on there they love the new size, my cell again is 941 536 4841 plz dont txt for games this is a biz line or for serious enquiries or for fans i  Know and love.

I promise I will post a blog more often but at 1st it was i had no laptop then i didnt know what to say as my mother always said if u have nothing good to say say nothing at all, but the life I created for myself here in sarasota is starting to crumble due to moving and im an honest gal, i dont want to do this on my own I came to the usa to be the best bodybuilder in the world it didnt happen i was close twice but I always had fans, yrs ago when i disappeared plz know that was not me it never was it was my x, unless i have to go back to the uk it wont happen again but im fighting so it wont but everything in life does come to an end its the friends we have around us and family that counts.

NOTE LOL NXT BLOG TO BE FUNNY…LOVE U but if I wasnt honest then u wouldnt understand why I had not written in a while.

I love you all Im 172 and solid 16 half arms 17 calves 38dd just waiting to be worshipped…..and i love fun 941 536 4841….

Joanna

I am in South Florida and I forgot my laptop.

I will still be checking my E-mails, though it will be less frequently than usual. Things will be back to normal by Saturday evening.

For faster responses, please text me at (941) 536-4841

Dear Friends,

I WILL BE DRIVING TOMORROW OVER TO FORT LAUDERDALE THEN ATLANTA NXT MON 25TH TO 27TH AND RALIEGH NC 27TH TO 29TH, due to taking some timeout from my last tour and reg living and bodybuilding I had to work my ass off to get the funds together for this tour, this last week to 10days i have been painting outside and then going to the gym by the time Ive got home I have been 2 tired to do emails,

THIS IS WHY I ASK POTENTIAL CLIENTS TO TXT OR CALL ME, PREF TXT 1ST THEN A CALL IF THATS WHAT U WISH, Im sure i have emails and ur wondering why hasnt joanna replied to me, so far this trip is worrying me, im not getting the response i want or prehaps I have a bunch emails I havent seen, starting from tomorrow until sunday i will be doing emails daily and will reply to as many as poss, if you txt me u are not obligated to do anything and i will not txt u back if u decide its not for u, I only save numbers to those who say they are. HOWEVER BY SUNDAY IF I DONT GET ENOUGH GUYS IN ATLANTA AND NC TO COMITT NOT JUST TALK I WILL HAVE TO CANCEL i cannot waste 100s of bucks on guys that maybe or maybe not, it also frustrates me Im here working my bollox off and over the yrs ive had emails from both areas to come and i take a risk and ?????????? if this doesnt work out I wont be able to ever go again sorry its not to be a bitch but to live single in the usa and to do bodybuilding its expensive and every month isnt easy until i can do some of the ideas i have i need ur support guys, again maybe ill get emails but dont just think on the day ill just try her as I wont even be there and this upsets me deeply… if ur interested PLZ GUYS AT LEAST EMAIL OR TXT ME BY SUN 19TH AND I WILL REPLY U HAVE MY WORD, I APPOLOGISE FOR NOT DOING SO B4 BUT I DO WRITE TO TXT AND I WASNT JUST SAT ON MY ASS LOL IT WAS A HARD WEEK 2 TRY TO DO SOMETHING I THOUGHT WOULD BENIFIT BOTH OF US, NOT MANY GALS GO TO EITHER CITY SO IF U WANT OLYMPIANS 2 COME TO U ALL I NEED IS A LITTLE COMMUNICATION AND WE CAN HAVE A LOT OF FUN THATS THE WHOLE POINT RIGHT?? I am a good gal and fair but to the point.

Possibly some of it has to do with guys thinking I look like i did last sept which i dont im kinda frustrated at this point, i did 2 dif photoshoots one at the end jan and one just recently, i thought by now they would be up not my old stuff, I have emailed the correct people a week or 2 ago so Im now not sure why my new content is not up this is not my fault, I will get this sorted asap, what a way to loose members I am also planning to do new pics this sunday a 3rd shoot, some probably need editing and maybe even photo shop, n0ne of my pics on my site have ever needed it b4 lol aside a denise masino shoot where u can tell they did my site does not, however due to painting and tanning salons open until 9pm I had been tanning b4 the gym which i never reg do, and then training despite wipes etc, plus  hit the front of my leg twice training try it heavy leg training stiff leg and ull grase urself plus i had some sort of bite on the back of my leg so when i saw the pics i could see marks on my legs and a small rash lol dont worry im all good now i changed tanning stores and i swopped over to smith machine stiff leg deads and moved a piece of furniture away from the chair i sit at while online lol well at least im honest my fucking face is fine and the rest of me lol its just some nicks and cuts etc maybe thats the problem?? 2 weeks on they have now gone but im a bodybuilder not some sweet lil gal reading a book

I will get this new content up with the photo shop lol to the legs asap not the jan one its just for the last shoot i did it was kinda rushed.

I had some bad news the place i rent has to go for shortsale on top of everything else and so this had added worry to my life , I have lived here 2 yrs, with my credit not in a good place from my divorce u know how it goes they want 1st/last/dep dep for all utilities…we are talking 1000s, or i get a house share great move in with a junkie or whatever been there in houseshares b4 not good times or i move to davenport but then i loose my painting job which i love as its outside in nature and has nothing to do with bodybuilding its healthy to have something that has nothing to do with ur main interest in anything in life.april will stay here and do 2 jobs paint cam, poss a 1 city tour end april then may hope to have enough to got to nyc or similar then i know i could get my own place. the uk is another option but theres pros and cons to it all and id prob never make it back here a 4th time any support or ideas if u own a nice winter home on the west c fl….id be the best house keeper lol ill figure it out just not what u want at all I love this condo this is the best home I have had in 10yrs.

Finally I meet another IFBB PRO  TAMMY JONES she turned pro last yr at the north americans , CONGRATS TO HER, i 1st met her when i used to work with cynthia james who makes all the suits for the shows unique physique bodywear the only suits ill ever wear i met her in the bathrm it was a small backstage at the southern states 10 yrs ago wow doesnt time fly?  ill give it to anyone that just gets on with it over the yrs just as i did and she did it she got her procard, HARD WORK MORE THAN MOST EVEN KNOW OR GET… the gal has amazing quads and hams im like bitch i hate you lol we talked about a lot of things and as usual we discussed both our physiques and I hope to come on down and train with her in fort myers, shes around 190 right now looks amazing and is one of the most generous nicest people u can meet, yes she is straight up with you and has opinions but all us ladies are strong that way Im just the same so plz support her whatever she decides to do nxt her hard work ethic she deserves more than she will prob ever get from this industry and I am 100% behind her a fan, So  A BIG SHOUT OUT TO TAMMY JONES IFBB PRO WE LOVE U AND GO KICK SOME MORE ASS  U CAN DO ANYTHING U SET OUT TOO,AND SHE KNOWS IT LOL GO GAL…I know what work goes into winning a show or competing in a ms O when ur 3.5% bodyfat and u want to clapse or eat the wall it takes a certain woman to do that, some may not like the way we look but we dont do it for that, we do it for us and womens bodybuilding, TAMMY JONES THE NXT PROSHOW WINNER………….IF SHE WANTS IT…………..

Plz guys if u have emailed me and I didnt get back to you yet i do applogise theres only so much i can do, its not personal YES i am interested, I just wish u could call me or txt me then id get back to you the same day i spend hours txting daily as well….lol so ATLANTA AND NC PLZ CONTACT ME 941 536 4841 i will try hard this week to ge to your emails  im sure some of u went to others thinking i wasnt interested but nxt time I tour guys i always say to txt me 1st for a good reason, i had 400 emails 2 weeks ago i had not got too, i could email all day and many would reply and i couldnt put a dent in it, im sorry everyone that emails me deserves a reply I AM GRATEFUL TO YOU ALL ALWAYS AM THINK OF THE NICE GUYS DAILY THATS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING ON A SHOE STRING AT TIMES.

LOVE U ALL

JOANNA THOMAS

willl be in fort lauderdale wed 20th to 24th will have a car also 2 drive north south, ATLANTA  25th to 27th ans RALEIGH NC 27th 29th.

PLZ COME SUPPORT ME if I dont get enough apts ill have to cancel i hope not, ill be emailing florida and atlanta tom, i dont have any list for raliegh that was a risk, u guys from NC and SC ask a lot when Im coming to ur area now Im coming where are you???

few gals go to that area and i did this to see if it doesnt go ok then Im wont be able to return, Im not after a lot of apts just a few and I can work with u on the rates.

Thx u 2 2 or 3 fans that have helped me this week u know who u r thx u SO MUCH I LOVE U ALL.

New pics up soon i did 2 lots and video.

I have my 2004 MS OLYMPIA MEDAL FOR SALE U CANT JUST GET ONE OF THESE, U HAVE TO WIN UR PROCARD, WIN A PROSHOW AND GET INVITED INTO IT, THE MS O HAS BEEN AROUND SINCE 76 I THINK AND EACH YR 10 TO 20 IN PRODUCTION, SO WE ARE LOOKING AT AT A GUESS 60, my medal was for being a particapant as i was 7th just missed the top 6, i did have a 2nd one from 01 but my bf died in 04 and she was a bb and i put it in her coffin when she was cremated so i have one left in mint conditon, also have my 2007 posing suit with rind stones all over worth over 1000, both just sat here, any SERIOUS interest plz email me on projotrainer@yahoo.com or txt me 941 536 4841, want to use the cash to go to nyc or to start my clips4sale project which could change my life as I know it.independance is the key for me….. im not so bothered about the suit but the medal has to be serious offers. thx u joanna

Got to go to bed lots to do b4 the 20th…..legs tom, doing PBS WEEKLY

Joanna